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Post by kaleb on Dec 28, 2009 18:31:18 GMT
` WHEN YOU SWEAR IT‘S ALL MY FAULT,’cause you know we‘re not the same [/size] - - - - - - - - - - - - - Kaleb smiled as he mentioned the hangovers. Kaleb didn’t really get them any more, as he’d drunk so much that he could pretty much handle himself. Drink was his comfort, the thing that kept him sane, and so it made sense he’d be able to handle it well, especially with the amount. ”Well, we’ll have to go have a drink some time, I’d teach you how to handle it!” [/color] He said laughing. What was he doing? Was he insane? He was asking a man that he was thinking about kissing out for a drink. What if he took it the wrong way, Kaleb had meant as friends, hadn’t he? Kaleb’s lips burned where they touched the guys, and he bent his face up slightly to get a better angle on the kiss. Kaleb tangled his fingers in the fingers of the strangers, his iron grip not letting go. His mouth working with his companions lips. He felt the beanie slip off, and his eyes stayed closed for a moment. He felt the kiss break and gave a small and almost inaudible groan, but he couldn’t bring himself to regret the kiss. It had stirred up feelings in him that had been lost for a long time. Feelings of excitement. His hands were still entwined with the guys, and his eyes opened slowly. His face was a picture of shock, and of horror. He jumped up, casting Zane’s hand aside and pacing in front of him, his hands running through his own hair. What had he done?! Was he crazy? ”Tell me this is some nightmare, some sick and twisted nightmare. Tell me I didn’t just do that, not with you”[/color] he spat, cracking his knuckles. He didn’t know how to react, or what to react to first. Did he react to the things he’d felt, did he face up to the possibility that he could be bisexual. He wasn’t gay, no he liked girls, too, so it had to be. Maybe he was just curious, maybe it was nothing, maybe it was a dream. ”What the hell was I thinking? What the hell were you thinking?”[/color] Kaleb asked angrily, wondering what had been going through the mans mind. He knew him, kaleb knew that much, so he knew he was kissing a student. This was getting worse and worse.[/size][/blockquote] - - - - - - - - - - - - - T A G G I N G zane W R I T I N G 389 words W E A R I N G clothes S A Y I N G this could be interesting S I N G I N G paramore - ignorance C R E D I T I N G me.
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Post by lovingthissite on Dec 28, 2009 18:47:57 GMT
Zane just nodded thinking grabbing a drink wouldn't be half bad.
Then things spilled for the worst, when Kaleb finally realized who Zane was, Zane's heart froze in place. He sputtered and just shook his head."God if only it was a dream....i jsut wanted to read, but i end up..almost making out with you."Zane rubbed his fore head more trying to sort out his brain. He watch Kaleb pace but found his face only grew hot when he did so he averted his gaze somewhere else.
"What was i thinking...i couldn't think everything..just went hazy. I...I wasn't expecting you to kiss me or even start anything with me period. It..took me by surprise." Zane said feeling used and slight deafeated as his lack of control."I..know your a student ,but...I was just talking to you, and then you touched me, got closer." Zane became frustrated again and grunted standing up and then sitting back down.
"...We..can't tell anyone about this. If they knew the might suspect more, then just this." Zane said umcomfertably he picked up his hat and looked at it."Dumb beanie..." Zane was slighty sour about having to break the kiss, it had been more then he had been expecting."Stupid..how could i let you..seduce me like that...? How of all people its you who exploited my weakness?" [/blockquote]
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Post by kaleb on Dec 28, 2009 19:21:41 GMT
` WHEN YOU SWEAR IT‘S ALL MY FAULT,’cause you know we‘re not the same [/size] - - - - - - - - - - - - - Kaleb shook his head, pacing still. He needed his anger in control. It was his fault, he’d started it, he’d touched his cheek, he’d pulled him into the kiss. But Zane was just as guilty, he’d not stopped kaleb, he’d not pushed him away, he’d not said anything until his hat had come off. That damn beanie, it had ended a perfectly good kiss. He scolded himself for thinking that, as Zane was a teacher for Merlin’s sake! No, not Zane, never Zane. He was professor Shames. He needed to distance himself somehow from what had happened, as he’d just kissed a professor, and part of him wanted to do it again. He shook those thoughts from his mind. He couldn’t, Zane was a teacher, and Kaleb a student, that was the end of it. He’d kissed a teacher once before, what was it with him and the staff?! What were they, attracted to him like a magnet? And why hadn’t Shames stopped talking to him, he hated Kaleb, and Kaleb had hated him. And he hated him more now for confusing him like that. He didn’t even know any more whether he’d end up with the right girl, or the right guy?
”I lost control. You should have pushed me away, I shouldn’t have lost control.”
[/color] He said quietly, slightly ashamed that it was with a teacher. But he was just as confused, as images were flashing through his head, of them kissing again. ”Well, a lot of people fall for my charms. It’s my fault, I’m just too damn hot!”[/color] He said, chuckling slightly. He needed humour to calm him down, he needed humour and a drink! ”You tell anyone and I will hunt you down and make you suffer got that?”[/color] Kaleb said, moving right up close to him and almost snarling in his face. He stepped back when he realised how close he’d gotten. His father would kill him if he found out he’d kissed a man, let alone a teacher! Hell, especially if his dad got drunk when he’d found out, Kaleb would probably be out on his ass, then where would he go? To Zane? To his cold apartment that was devoid of all life. How would he pay his bills? His dad took care of them, and of all the school costs for his robes and such. No, no one could ever find out. [/size][/blockquote] - - - - - - - - - - - - - T A G G I N G zane W R I T I N G 401 words W E A R I N G clothes S A Y I N G this could be interesting S I N G I N G paramore - ignorance C R E D I T I N G me.
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Post by lovingthissite on Dec 28, 2009 19:49:09 GMT
Zane shook his head more."I tried...when i touched you that was my confused atempt to stop you, but...." Zane sighed shaking his head, he couldn't help but chuckle at Kaleb's next comment."To be the first 'guy' you kiss then i must not be half bad myself." Zane laughed stetching the beanie by its ears.
"Kaleb."Zane shutup the wat he ahd just said that name, sounded not how he had wanted it to. Zane froze in shock, then he dahsed it aside and saw a worry like face come across Kaleb's face. Zane stood."I wont tell anyone....if you don't." Zane sighed rubbing his arm, it was cold now and Zane felt like he was going numb. Zane felt a pull on his heart and he found himself in Kaleb's face again, his hands were 'straightening' his jacket."...before, you didn't even know it was me...I wasn't a teacher i was a student...I...just...want to end it that way." Zane gripped Kaleb's jacket and pulled him into a kiss it was lighter and more like Zane instead of trying to fight back. , then he pushed him back. His eyes dropped and he looked off somewhere else."If you ever decide that me being a teacher doesn't matter, i'll be here when you need me, for anything." Zane took his beanie and placed it in Kaleb's fingers. He turned his back clenching his fists."Its makes me wonder...this thing called fate." Zane found himself walking away, he knew they would meet up again, something was bound to happen, you don't kiss someone like that and there not be a affect."Don't worry about it to much okaty?' Zane said looking over his shoulder the same smirk on his face that was on it when Kaleb had kissed him. He then walked off raising his arm and waving then disappeared around a corner. [/blockquote] [ooc: this can go into the next day with Pov's and them bumping into each other...]
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Post by kaleb on Dec 28, 2009 21:00:42 GMT
` WHEN YOU SWEAR IT‘S ALL MY FAULT,’cause you know we‘re not the same [/size] - - - - - - - - - - - - - Kaleb laughed bitterly. ”That was more like encouragement.”
[/color] He smirked. He couldn’t help but smirk a little bit at the next comment. He had to admit, that he did make him feel rather excited. Kaleb moved to reach out to him, but he pinned his hands to his sides, dragging his outstretched arm back. no He commanded, trying to keep control. ”I’m afraid I can’t comment on that, you’re a teacher, it’s inappropriate.”[/color] He said with a sigh. He would have agreed completely. Even glancing over the mans lips sent a shiver down his spine. He couldn’t even think straight, he was so confused! He didn’t know what he wanted anymore, honestly, he didn’t. And to top it all off, he was getting a headache. Zane said his name. Another shiver down his spine. He scowled, wondering how Zane made Kaleb feel so unsure of himself. He’d knocked him for six, Kaleb would admit that he’d been thrown off his game. His humour was his attempt at getting back on his feet, being normal, fully functional Kaleb again. ”Deal, I’m not saying a thing. Yeah, it was a mistake. An honest mistake. I didn’t know.”[/color] He said, nodding. He noticed Zane rubbing his arms, he was cold. Kaleb felt a pang of concern. He almost slipped his jacket off, but before he had the chance, Zane had grabbed it. His lips caught fire again as Zane’s lips brushed his in a light kiss. He was stunned, and couldn’t say anything for a moment. Realisation hit as he felt the beanie in his hands. Before he could say something, Zane was walking away. ”I need to think. Yes, fate, it’s a curious thing”[/color] He trailed off, unsure of what he wanted anymore. He watched Zane walk away, and moved back to where they had been sat. He hung his head in his hands and shook with a mixture of sadness and anger, and then also, confusion. *** That moment ran through Kaleb’s mind over and over, he still didn’t know what he wanted, but he hated being confused, it wasn’t right. It had happened only yesterday, but it felt like a lifetime since Zane’s lips had been on his, and Kaleb had felt every moment they were away. To try and sort out his thoughts, he had gone back to the spot where he’d met him, and sat on the wall. He’d even gone so far as to go to the library and find an old and battered copy of Romeo and Juliet. He had opened it, and flicked through to the lines he’d quoted. He still couldn’t concentrate on anything right now, his emotions were getting the better of him, and it was something that never happened to Kaleb. [/size][/blockquote] - - - - - - - - - - - - - T A G G I N G zane W R I T I N G 459 words W E A R I N G clothes S A Y I N G this could be interesting, okay, and new outfit! S I N G I N G paramore - ignorance C R E D I T I N G me. [/quote]
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Post by lovingthissite on Dec 28, 2009 21:36:37 GMT
Zane had went straight for his stash of wine when he got home, and managed not to cause himself to drown in achohol. Before he had broken out his poizen. He had just on his couch wondering what had just happend to him. Kissing a student wasn't knew to him, but a male student. That was different. Zane would have never kissed him on his own free will, because he was confused enough, then Kaleb went and sealed the deal. Zane sighed he found himself drifiting back to those few moments, he let his mind conjure up images of waht would have happend if he hadn't jumped back.would we have made out.... Zane dashed the thought away. Then...out came his poizen delights.
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Zane rolled out of bed, unsure when he had made it there, he found himself a headache as he got dressed and when he popped in about three asprin and a cup of coffee he felt a heck of alot better. He found himself wandering back to the place he had been kissed, he just wanted to be there again. He walked slowly his coat zipped up tight hugging against him, he would rather not freeze to death today. Earlier he had popped a lollipop into his mouth and now the handle part stuck out from his mouth. He froze in his tracks as he saw the one person that almost made him have a heart attack. Non other then Kaleb Garcia sitting on the wall of the place that they had been just yesterday. can't fate ever take a holiday> Zane said to himself. Instead of turning around he found himself climbing on to the wall and sitting next to Kaleb. What was he reading? A smiled graced Zane's lips as he saw it was Romeo and Juliet, the Forbidden Lovers.
"...Hmmm..we have switched roles today." Zane commented pointing to the book, his speech slurring from the lollipop in his mouth. [/blockquote]
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Post by kaleb on Dec 28, 2009 22:00:44 GMT
` WHEN YOU SWEAR IT‘S ALL MY FAULT,’cause you know we‘re not the same [/size] - - - - - - - - - - - - - Kaleb’s heart skipped a beat as he heard the voice that had been running through his mind the last few hours of his life. It only sunk in then how ironic it was that he was holding the book that told the story of Romeo and Juliet, the forbidden lovers. The corners of his lips tugged up into a pleased smile. This made him even more confused. What was he thinking of? ”I guess we did. Hello” [/color] He greeted, turning towards Zane and closing the book, he placed it carefully on the wall next to hiim. Zane’s speech sounded slurred, Kale wondered why. He made sure he kept his eyes low on the ground for a moment, and he busied his hands with turning the ring that he was wearing on his pinky finger. He didn’t know what he was going to feel if he allowed himself to look at Zane, but he couldn’t stare at the floor forever. Finally he granted his eyes release, and let them meet Zane’s eyes. Now he was in Zane’s presence, he felt somewhat more calm. It was odd, as the last time he’d been in his company he couldn’t even think properly, and now he felt different, like he could breathe again. ”I’m sorry, about everything yesterday, I was confused, out of control”[/color] He apologised, looking down for a second as if ashamed. He raised his eyes again, but couldn’t make them go above his lips. The lips that he’d kissed yesterday in almost the same spot. He shook the thoughts out of his head. no he thought to himself sternly. He couldn’t let it happen, he’d been confused enough after the first time. ”How are you feeling?”[/color] He asked him, as Kaleb wanted to know if he was okay. It was odd, he was hardly concerned for anyone, but he wanted to know how he was, as opposed to when he usually asked this, and he didn’t usually care. He wasn’t sure what he felt about Zane, and he wasn’t sure if he wanted to know. He didn’t even know if he felt anything other than friendliness, as maybe something had broken down his hard shell, maybe something had humanised him. [/size][/blockquote] - - - - - - - - - - - - - T A G G I N G zane W R I T I N G 369 words W E A R I N G clothes S A Y I N G this could be interesting S I N G I N G paramore - ignorance C R E D I T I N G me.
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Post by lovingthissite on Dec 28, 2009 22:21:58 GMT
Zane couldn't help but smile to see Kaleb look a bit off his rocker, which Zane understood, he only handled it better because he was able to supress half of what happend. Though it got harder and harder as he went along. Zane's lips curled around the lollipop as he bit it and tossed the stick away. "Hello to you too Kale." Zane said it softly and watched Kaleb closely. the aversion to look at him made Zane wonder how much of a affect he had had on him. It must have been pretty impacting.
Zane raised a hand."Its alright, as long as your okay." Zane replied dropping his hand back down, it landed ontop of Kaleb's and a shock raced up Zane's entire are, and he found he felt numb, he drew his hand away blushing slightly. The thoughts of last nigh flooded back, and Zane found his headache had creeped back in. His hand went to his forehead annoyed.
"Well other then trying to drug up a hangover...I feeling arlight." Zane commented another one of those smiles grace his features. Zane was suprised by Kaleb's concern and took much thanks in it."..W-what..about you?"Zane coughed out trying to find a way not to stare. ireally did kiss you didn I? Zane came to a shocking thought of it all. He had been willing and would have continued if not for that dang hat of his."I did like your face better when it was me making it blush." Zane said tilting his head and smirking. [/blockquote]
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Post by kaleb on Dec 28, 2009 23:05:20 GMT
` WHEN YOU SWEAR IT‘S ALL MY FAULT,’cause you know we‘re not the same [/size] - - - - - - - - - - - - - Kaleb licked his lips unknowingly, although this time he was thinking of the kiss from yesterday. He didn’t know whether he liked Zane, or whether he liked the excitement that Zane presented because of the obvious difference to what Kaleb usually went for. He was pretty sure that he liked both genders now, but he didn’t quite know how to deal with finding that out. So he was clinging to the only person he knew that had been through it, and that was Zane. He was pretty sure some of the attraction lay in that too. He didn’t want to be with a teacher, it was wrong, and he knew that, but he wanted the excitement again, and he knew he was craving that too. Torn between what he wanted and what he thought was right, he was just as confused as before.
Kaleb nodded as he said it was okay. It wasn’t okay, he’d kissed a teacher. A male teacher, when up until that day he was sure he’d been pretty straight. Okay, so he’d had one or two thoughts about guys, but it was experimentation and stuff, that was normal, right? He’d never thought that he liked both men and women though, it never occurred to him. He was Kaleb the womanizer, how could he be Kaleb the bisexual too? He felt Zane’s hand on his, and a blush crept to his face. But Zane moved his hand away and Kaleb sighed. He glanced around, there was no one but them near. He stretched his hand across and took Zane’s hand in his, tangling their fingers together slightly. It was what he felt like doing, he felt it would help him somehow, for some strange reason.
Kaleb looked down at their hands for a moment, the hangover was his fault no doubt. He’d probably tried to drink to forget. ”Confused. Headachy, but okay.” [/color] He smiled slightly, pulling his bottom lip into his mouth using his teeth, then biting on it gently. Kaleb smirked at what he’d said, he couldn’t believe that they’d really done it. He didn’t regret it in some ways, as it opened his eyes to who he was. But he didn’t know how to handle things yet. Kaleb raised their hands together, and without letting go of Zane’s hand, he brushed his fingertips along Zane’s cheek. ”You blush so easily, it’s harder not to make you blush”[/color] he joked, a crooked grin on his lips. They were doing it again, flirting a little. [/size][/blockquote] - - - - - - - - - - - - - T A G G I N G zane W R I T I N G 418 words W E A R I N G clothes S A Y I N G this could be interesting S I N G I N G paramore - ignorance C R E D I T I N G me.
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Post by lovingthissite on Dec 28, 2009 23:37:00 GMT
Zane could help but notice the repeat of yesterday, a De ja vu if you will. Zane found he was slowly becoming attached to this person, and it worried and made him tingle all at the same time, it was wrong because of only on fact, Zane was a teacher and really wasn't suppose to have a relasionship with any of his students. Vicky, that was the first Zane had thought of her in a while, and it made him feel wrong now.
Of course she had invocted most of it. Zane sighed feeling like he could be draggind Kaleb down with him in all of this. Zane had never understood why he suddenly didn't feel right about just liking girls. It was never really just there just a silent whisper nagging at him every so often. Zane then noticed the blush on Kaleb's face and couldn't help but smile at it. He saw Kaleb glance around, then his hand grasped the one Zane had retracted. Zane let his fingers slip through Kaleb's like they had just a day ago.
Zane felt bad, half of Kaleb's stress was due to him in the first place. He was about to comment when Kaleb's had grazed his cheek, Zane tried to supress the blush jsut to make Kaleb annoyed, but it failed. His face reddened his eyes dropped slightly. He moved their hands and gently kissed Kaleb's."I always have..." Zane replied softly. It was happening again, just like that, how? Why? But the question's died quickly as Zane pulled Kaleb's hand, making the boy have to shift forward. Zane's lips pressed against his as he let himself just do what his body told him to.
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Post by kaleb on Dec 28, 2009 23:55:16 GMT
` WHEN YOU SWEAR IT‘S ALL MY FAULT,’cause you know we‘re not the same [/size] - - - - - - - - - - - - - Kaleb had a crazy sense of De ja vu. of course he’d brought it upon himself, being in the same place, with the same book. It was crazy that Zane happened to be there at that time too. He couldn’t help but feel a little attached to this guy, his first male kiss. He wondered if that had anything to do with it, but he wasn’t entirely sure. He couldn’t have a student teacher relationship, it was wrong. But what harm could one or two kisses do, seriously? As long as no one saw, and he made sure it went no further, then he didn’t see a problem with it. Then in class he’d go back to hating him as much as he used to. His stomach turned as he remembered he’d have to keep it cool in class. He didn’t know how he’d handle it, being so close to him, knowing what had gone on between them,
Kaleb looked up to see a smile on his lips, and he knew it was because of his blush. He grimaced a little, embarrassed at showing a little bit of vulnerability. It wasn’t his thing, to be vulnerable, and he didn’t much like it. His eyes travelled all over Zane’s face, taking in his eyes, his lips, and his cheeks as they blushed again. His eyes followed their entwined hands , and he closed his eyes and swallowed hard as he felt Zane’s lips on his hand. ”Good, I like it, don’t lose that, it’s sweet” [/color] he said softly, smiling at him. He felt his hand being tugged forward, and he moved forward with it. Kaleb’s eyes closed as his lips came back into contact with Zane’s. he couldn’t stop it, he couldn’t resist the lure of the kiss, the excitement, the feeling of adrenaline pulsing around his veins, it was too much to resist. She moved his free hand , running it down Zane’s side gently, then resting it on his waist. He moved his lips with Zane’s, his lips muffling a small groan. He Didn’t even know why he made the sound, it just felt right.[/size][/blockquote] - - - - - - - - - - - - - T A G G I N G zane W R I T I N G 356 words W E A R I N G clothes S A Y I N G this could be interesting S I N G I N G paramore - ignorance C R E D I T I N G me.
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Post by lovingthissite on Dec 29, 2009 0:13:59 GMT
Zane let his mind wander a bit, but snapped back as he realized a shocking fact. What about classes with him? How was Zane suppose to keep his cool? Or keep himself from blushing and all that crap? God he had just dug his own grave. Though his worry and stress thoughts disapated quickly.
When they started again, it felt like before only, this time there was no reason to pull away, Zane knew what he was doing wasn't all that correct on the morality scale, and not just being much older then Kaleb. He heared Kaleb's comment but was to drawn in to reply back. He felt a hand on his waist, that feeling came back like from before a decided to take a route up his spine. Zane's free hand travled to the base of Kaleb's neck and pulled him closer. His otherh and gripped tighter to Kaleb's not willing to let go.
Zane found his tongue running over Kaleb's lisp before he knew he was going it. That feeling made him let out a muffled moan. He didn't understand why that had happend exactly, it just happend and Zane had learned to except things for what they were [/blockquote]
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Post by kaleb on Dec 29, 2009 0:37:41 GMT
` WHEN YOU SWEAR IT‘S ALL MY FAULT,’cause you know we‘re not the same [/size] - - - - - - - - - - - - - Kaleb’s mind wandered, and he was imagining his next class with him. How could he look at him and not think if their stolen kisses. How could he meet his eyes and not look away. How could he be in the same room without the blush creeping up, and even more, how could he pretend he hated Zane, when all he wanted to be doing was kissing him. He’d just have to work it out, that was all he could say. But he couldn’t help but feel like he’d just dug his own grave.
Kaleb could see no reason for them to pull away this time, and he thanked whoever was up there for this little gift. He couldn’t help but be happy about it, after all, there was something there for Zane, he knew that much. He couldn’t wrap his head around how he’d gone from being a womanizer to kissing a male professor. He still found girls hot, yes, as he’d seen loads yesterday, he just wasn’t in a fit state to take them to bed. He couldn’t have charmed them if he really tried, because he’d been so messed up with the whole Zane thing he wasn’t right. But the plan was to go and find a girl tonight, and he wouldn’t even feel guilty, he knew that, because he never felt guilty. After all, it wasn’t like they were in a relationship, it would be wrong for one, and he didn’t do relationships well.
Kaleb felt Zane’s hand on the back of his neck, and he smiled into the kiss. His hand unthinkingly gripped Zane’s tighter, he didn’t want to let go, not yet. He felt Zane’s tongue on his lips, and heard his stiffled moan. He wrapped his arm around his waist, pulling him closer than before, the sound he’d made ensured Kaleb wanted him as close as possible. He didn’t even have control of his body any more, he lit it do what felt natural. It was very much like being with a woman, the only difference of course being certain appendages that he’d be worried about if a woman had. He granted Zane’s tongue entrance to his mouth, greeting it with his own. He ran the tongue down the side of his, letting him kiss him for a moment. Then he pulled away, kissing across his jaw line and took Zane’s earlobe in his mouth. She nibbled it gently for a second, then returned his mouth to Zanes. This was not good. [/blockquote] - - - - - - - - - - - - - T A G G I N G zane W R I T I N G 419 words W E A R I N G clothes S A Y I N G this could be interesting S I N G I N G paramore - ignorance C R E D I T I N G me.
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Post by lovingthissite on Dec 29, 2009 1:05:44 GMT
Kaleb felt Zane’s hand on the back of his neck, and he smiled into the kiss. His hand unthinkingly gripped Zane’s tighter, he didn’t want to let go, not yet. He felt Zane’s tongue on his lips, and heard his stiffled moan. He wrapped his arm around his waist, pulling him closer than before, the sound he’d made ensured Kaleb wanted him as close as possible. He didn’t even have control of his body any more, he lit it do what felt natural. It was very much like being with a woman, the only difference of course being certain appendages that he’d be worried about if a woman had. He granted Zane’s tongue entrance to his mouth, greeting it with his own. He ran the tongue down the side of his, letting him kiss him for a moment. Then he pulled away, kissing across his jaw line and took Zane’s earlobe in his mouth. he nibbled it gently for a second, then returned his mouth to Zanes. This was not good.
Zane felt Kaleb's arm tighten around his waist and he felt hsi face flush again. his hand slipped out of Kaleb's and traveled around his neck. He elevated himself again this way. His tongue wrapped around Kaleb's then deciding he should have some dominace of his own. The hand that had been on Kaleb's neck slipped down to his chest, Zane unkowningly let his hand slip under feeling a warm muscular stomache. This small gesture would have been almost out there for him if he really saw what he was doing. [/size]
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Post by kaleb on Dec 29, 2009 1:18:57 GMT
` WHEN YOU SWEAR IT‘S ALL MY FAULT,’cause you know we‘re not the same [/size] - - - - - - - - - - - - - Kaleb smirked as he saw the pink rise in Zane’s cheeks. Kaleb let Zane’s hand go, but he smiled with content as he felt his hand on the back of his neck. Kaleb arched toward him as he felt Zane’s hand on his muscular chest. Granted, he did work out a lot with various exorcises, push ups and other’s ending in ‘up’ being his ones of choice. He’d made it so that he had a nice six pack going on, as abs helped with the girls. and the guy’s apparently he added on mentally. He Didn’t know how he was going to tell his mum, but he figured it was best that his parents stayed out of this, as he didn’t think they’d be too delighted.
Kaleb pulled away and held Zane, burying his head in Zane’s chest. His eyes closed and he enjoyed the feeling of his arms around him, and his warm hand still under his shirt. He smiled a small smile, one of bliss. He hadn’t felt this content in ages, he wondered if it was because know he knew something else about himself, something that expectation could not alter. He smiled to himself, glad to have some part of him that remained unaltered by what people expected of him, as he had lost everything else, but was determined now to work to get it all back. He wouldn’t stop flirting, hell no! He had too much fun with that, but he didn’t need to be as mean, surely.
A sigh escaped Kaleb’s lips. ”How can something so wrong feel so damn good?” [/color] He murmured, snuggling even more into Zane’s chest. Should anyone catch them, they’d be for it. Not only was he risking expulsion, but Zane would most definitely lose his job, and any chance of teaching again. Could he really be so selfish and risk all that he’d worked for on a few stolen moments? No, today would have to be it, he wouldn’t let himself be the iceberg to Zane’s titanic.[/size][/blockquote] - - - - - - - - - - - - - T A G G I N G zane W R I T I N G 337 words W E A R I N G clothes S A Y I N G this could be interesting S I N G I N G paramore - ignorance C R E D I T I N G me.
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