I feel so ALIVE! [Kamil]

[perfectblood]

Its the Last Time
And I can't believe its true

Could fate really be so cruel? Yes it could, when things just seem to spring to life for the better, when everything is just perfect, fate takes it all away and you slip through the cracks, and are left falling, until someone finally catches you, or you just close your eyes and fade. Because nothing stays perfect, thats now how it is, because if it was there wouldn't be loved ones dieing in others arms, or people dieing without anyone to care whether they live or not. It never fair in this game.

Kamil just smiled in at those words, taking them in and believing every word, really excepting that this wouldn't end, ever. He didn't need to worry, but he was so wrong, he didn't know, he wouldn't until it was to late and somehow he would have to get through it, without Kaleb. But how does someone, deal with something like that, its almost impossible without someone to glue back the pieces, but even then your still broken and cracked, just barely together. So then What?

Kamil pulled away smirking, he had found something interesting, he had found a weakness, that just made him laughed obnoxiously."OH I found something." He teased, kissing the side of Kaleb's mouth and then he ran his tongue back up against the roof of his mouth, letting out another chuckle as he did so.

If i had a chance with anyone
I Swear my chance was you

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[kaleb]

heaven can wait deep down
in your eyes. I‘m yours tonight
L A Y Y O U R H E A D N E X T T O M I N E !
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Fate was a cruel mistress, as it was fate that had thrown Kaleb and Zane together, it was fate that had made him bump into Coal, it was fate that Zane would break Kaleb, and now it was fated that Kaleb would break Kai. He didn't want to, and he didn't know it yet, but his path was very much laid out for him. Maybe he did know, maybe the little voice in the back of his head had pointed out what would happen, the little voice called guilt, that spoke up each time that Kaleb professed his love for Kai. But maybe Kaleb had chosen to merely dismiss the comments, thinking that he could never do that to anyone, let alone Kai. Maybe he'd told himself that he couldn't be so heartless. But he would be.

Kaleb's hand pulled Kai closer, as if to defy fate, and it's cruel plans, but it would not help, as all Kaleb was doing was unknowingly setting Kai up for a fall. Or maybe he did know, but was to selfish, to guilty to acknowledge that he would leave Kai a wreck, and put him through all the pain that he'd felt, all the pain that he was struggling to overcome. But who would pick Kai up? Kaleb didn't want to think about maybe, all he cared about was the moment, and the relief that he'd felt thanks to Kai. And to think that he was going to break one of the people who took him from the dark pit of self pity and hate, and pulled him above the water, taught him how to breathe again. Because when Zane had hurt him, he'd struggled for breath a few times, unable to store the air that would help him, but now he was back and breathing fine. What would happen to Kai?

Kaleb let out another whine when Kai pulled away, and made to pull him a little closer, but he heard Kai speak, and so waited. "I have no clue what you are on about"

[/color] Kaleb said, pretending to be unaware, and an innocent look was on his face. Kai had heard then, and so he knew that Kaleb had a weakness. He felt Kai's lips on the corner of his mouth and he smiled, loving the feel of Kai's soft lips on his. Again Kai's tongue came to the roof of his mouth, and again the shiver crawled down his spine, and again another moan, a little louder than the first came from his mouth. Colour rose in his cheeks, but his hands moved tighter around Kai, holding him close as possible. He had to admit that the shiver was a good tickle, although he hated the idea of a weakness, as it was another sign that he wasn't as strong as he suggested.

Kaleb moved Kai over to the bed and lay him down, holding him in his arms. He thought it was high time to get some sleep, and he was going to make sure that Kai fell asleep before he did. He planted a kiss on Kai's forhead and smiled affectionately. But all the time he kept thinking how it would have been nice for it to have been Vicky sleeping in his arms. And the feeling at the pit of his stomach told him that he was going to hurt Kai very soon. No, nothing was going to change for them at all. They would be like that forever, lying together and forgetting everyone else, and the whole damned world and their expectations could go screw themselves. [/size][/blockquote]

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Hola! I made this post for the lovely and wonderful Kamil Snyder, who is my lover. And I want to say thanks for reading this! It counts at 471 words! Kaleb is walking around in this!Credit for the template goes to moi, aka Emma! And The lyrics are borrowed from the awesome song, Heaven Can Wait by We The Kings. Oh, and before you go, you should know; aww! Kai ♥ ! Poor Kai! Poor Kale!

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