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Post by kaleb on Feb 26, 2010 20:17:03 GMT
heaven can wait deep down in your eyes. I‘m yours tonight L A Y Y O U R H E A D N E X T T O M I N E ! - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Kaleb’s feet trudged along the cobbled streets of Hogsmeade. He felt relief, for his problem had been solved. Or at least, it would be solved in the morning, when the kid did as he promised, and brought the tapes to Kaleb’s room. And then he could rest assured that there would be no problems for him and Kai. They could destroy the tape, and then the sex tape could be forgotten. He couldn’t wait to get back to Kai, all he wanted was to wrap Kai in his arms and tell him how sorry he was, how careless he had been, how he should have done it differently. Not that it would change anything, but he wanted the words there, out in the open. He also wanted to tell Kai how much he meant to Kaleb, and how if Kai wanted nothing more to come of that night, then Kaleb would listen, even if it killed him, because Kai had done so much for Kaleb that he could only do something back to repay the favour.
Kaleb saw the castle loom into site, the towers reaching high into the sky, and the lights of the castle glowing bright against the black night. His stomach knotted as he wondered if Kai hated him for what had happened. He couldn’t see that though, as Kai wasn’t the person to hate someone for something like that, was he? No, Kai wouldn’t hate him, Kai must have felt something toward Kaleb that was the opposite to hate, to consent to what they had done that night. Kai didn’t hate him, Kai loved him! His heart warmed at that thought, and the colour rose in his cheeks with that thought, and the wind whipping at his cheeks. Kaleb climbed the steps of the castle entrance, and pushed open the doors. He clambered down the steps and toward the dungeons, his legs like lead as he had spent so much time on them.
He only realised then how tired his body was. But he couldn’t sleep yet, he needed to talk this through with Kai, see how they were standing, what was going to happen now. He needed to know where he stood with Kai, as he couldn’t think they were together, whilst Kai thought they weren’t. What if Kai found someone else to love, some girl, or some guy. Kaleb would put on a brave face, but it would still hurt Kaleb, he couldn’t stand that. He reached the entrance to the common room and said the password without a thought. Before he knew it, he was standing at his bedroom door. Kaleb took a deep breath, and pushed open the door, then stood in the doorway, surveying the room. [/blockquote] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
Hola! I made this post for the lovely and wonderful Kamil Snyder, who is my lover. And I want to say thanks for reading this! It counts at 455 words! Kaleb is walking around in this at the start, and changes into this!Credit for the template goes to moi, aka Emma! And The lyrics are borrowed from the awesome song, Heaven Can Wait by We The Kings. Oh, and before you go, you should know; aww! Kai ♥ ! [/size][/font][/color]
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Post by perfectblood on Feb 26, 2010 20:59:06 GMT
Its the Last TimeAnd I can't believe its true
Kamil had been studying one of his many subjects, in his room, the room itself was its own little amazon, one of the warmest of any of the Slytherin Common's rooms because Kamil made it that way, he didn't like the cold to begin with, and he made sure that the fire was always blazing. He yawned tossing the subject book off his bed and laying back on his bed, his hands behind his head. His bed clothes was just a normal white t-shirt and black sweats, with the title "Slytherin" down the left leg. He eyes began to flutter as sleep caught him, but he was jolted back into reality when he heard a door open. "Doesn't anyone kno-....Kaede" Kamil voice caught as he smiled.
He swung around on his bed, his feet touching the floor."Is everything alright?" Kamil asked concerned, he hadn't really 'talked' to Kaleb sense their last meeting, which had been in Kaleb room. He hoped Kaleb was alright, he didn't like seeing him upset. The said thing was, was that Kamil knew there might be a reason, Kaleb might not feel the same way about him anymore, he could have feelings for that Gryffindor girl now, Kamil could except that, but it would take him awhile to recover.
Kamil shifted giving a Kaleb a once over, he seemed bothered by something, which deepened Kamil's worries even more, the fact that Kaleb was coming here, could mean something could be terribly wrong, which again made Kamil worry even greater, but then maybe he was letting it get to his head.
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Post by kaleb on Feb 26, 2010 21:43:29 GMT
heaven can wait deep down in your eyes. I‘m yours tonight L A Y Y O U R H E A D N E X T T O M I N E ! - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Kaleb's breath caught as he saw Kai lying on his bed, and then he heard his new nickname. Kaede, it essentially means maple, or something sweet his thoughts reminded him of their meeting on the chair, and he smiled. He saw Kai's lips pulled into a smile, and his eyes scanned Kai's face. There was no sign of hate there, no sign of anger, no, Kai seemed happy to see Kaleb. Kaleb took that thought, and turned it about in his mind, thankful that Kai didn't hate him. "Kai" [/color] He said, loving tones filling his voice with softness. Even the name was enough to send the butterflies in his stomach into a fresh wave of dancing. Kai looked so peaceful, so normal. Kaleb caught Kai’s look of worry, and he sighed. ”Give me one second. I’ll be back”[/color] Kaleb said, slipping back out the door and crossing to his room. He pushed his door open and grabbed some pyjamas. He didn’t want to be stuck in those clothes any longer, he’d had quite a night in them! He couldn’t bear the constricting clothes any longer, so he tugged off his clothes, and then pulled on his sweat pants and a white tank top. He threw his clothes to the floor, ready to be picked up later. He had something more important to do than tidy right now. Heading back across the corridor, he walked back into Kai’s room, smiling. Kaleb closed the door behind him and crossed to Kai. He pulled Kai to him and wrapped his arms around Kai. "Yes. Everything is great! I spoke with Josh, and he will drop the tapes off to us, we can destroy them then. Are you alright?"[/color] Kaleb asked, holding Kai away from him to survey Kai's face for any sign of discomfort or upset. His blue eyes wandered over Kai's face, resting on his eyes, then his lips. He swallowed, burying the urge to kiss Kai. He wanted to, more than he wanted to breathe, or to sleep! But he would wait for Kai to give any hint that he still felt the same before he kissed him, because he couldn't face as blatant rejection as that. Kaleb brought his hand up to his hair, keeping one around Kai, loosely on his waist. He was waiting to be shrugged off, expecting that Kai wouldn’t want him any more. He hoped he was wrong though, as he couldn’t take the rejection right now, it would break him apart once again, and all the pieces that had been glued together, would break into even smaller pieces. With Zane, he locked himself away for a week, but tried to appear strong. With Kai, he didn’t think he’d be able to try! He’d go to Vicky of course, and she’d pick him back up again, but he didn’t want her to see him like that. He silently prayed that Kai didn’t reject him. [/size][/blockquote] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
Hola! I made this post for the lovely and wonderful Kamil Snyder, who is my lover. And I want to say thanks for reading this! It counts at 488 words! Kaleb is walking around in this at the start, and changes into this!Credit for the template goes to moi, aka Emma! And The lyrics are borrowed from the awesome song, Heaven Can Wait by We The Kings. Oh, and before you go, you should know; aww! Kai ♥ ! [/size][/font][/color]
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Post by perfectblood on Feb 26, 2010 22:00:26 GMT
Its the Last TimeAnd I can't believe its true
Kamil heart sped up a beat, hearing his own nickname, and what came with it, his face almost drove into panick as Kaleb left, but he breathed out with relief as he soon reappeared, his arms coming around him, and his voice comferting him, the good news, that Kamil had been so worried about shattered as Kaleb told him about talking to Josh, he didn't have to worry anymore.
Kai felt himself shifted as Kaleb looked at him, with what seemed to be concern."I am fine, don't worry so much you worry wart." Kamil said softly and then he twisted around and kissed Kaleb, smiling into it with a mischevious grin. His one hand slipped over the one aroudn his waist. He pulled away slighly, smiling widely."I love you, ya big lump" He reassured, laughing slighly. This was just perfect, why was he so worried before, Kaleb, would never leave him? Would he? No! So why was he so worried about htat girl, there was no reason, because Kaleb loved him, not that Gyffindor. There was this happyness no one was going to steal from him, not in a million years. He never had to strive to be perfect again, he didn't care about his dad's opinion, he was not his dad, nor would he ever be him. His mom wouldn't mind, he knew she loved him no matter what he did, his brother in the end would side with him, because thats just how a big brother was.
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Post by kaleb on Feb 27, 2010 9:11:48 GMT
heaven can wait deep down in your eyes. I‘m yours tonight L A Y Y O U R H E A D N E X T T O M I N E ! - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Kaede smirked at the worry wart comment. He couldn't help it, he was pretty protective over Kai, who meant a heck of a lot to Kaleb. He shook his head, an amused look on his face. "Says he who not a moment ago was worrying about me!" [/color] He said, raising one eyebrow, the same amused smile on his lips. Kaede's heart skipped a beat when he felt Kai's lips on his. Kai's hand was on Kale waist, and he couldn't have been happier in that moment! He kissed Kai back gently and enthusiastically, smiling into the kiss. He felt Kai pull away, and he whined a little, but the whine stopped as he heard Kai's words. The butterflies in his stomach began a whole new energetic dance. Kaede smiled, and raised his hand to Kai's face. He stroked Kai's cheek lovingly, and then pressed his lips to Kai's forehead. "And I love you, Kai. I love you. I love you."[/color] Kaleb said, a big grin on his face. He could say it as much as he wanted, because Kai's feelings hadn't changed either! He was so happy at the moment that he could dance around the room. Except he wasn't going to because he'd look like a complete idiot, and most likely would fall over something! Kaleb looked at Kai, really looked. He looked at each individual eyelash, the way that his eyes sparkled, he looked at Kai, and he was stunned. ”You are amazing”[/color] he said, smiling still. Kaleb moved his hands back to Kai’s waist, and brushed his lips across Kai’s. He pressed his lips to Kai’s ear, and lowered his voice to a whisper. ”I love you. I love you”[/color] he repeated, happy that he could say it and not worry about what Kai was going to say. Kaede pulled Kai close, and smiled. ”I want you to know, that you were my first, man. And I couldn’t be more happy about that. I never… I didn’t…with Zane. “[/color] He trailed off, letting Kai assume the missing parts of that sentence. He smiled, meeting Kai‘s eyes, and feeling a blush creep into his cheeks. He‘d never had sex with Zane, he‘d never even seen Zane naked, they had just kissed. He had not been with a man before he’d been with Kai, and he was glad that Kai was his first man. He couldn’t have hoped for any better man, because there wasn’t a man that was better than Kai. Kai was amazing, and Kaleb wished that Kai’s father could see that. It was a shame really, that people couldn’t love their kids for what they were. It was wrong, that they felt the need to impose on them traditions and personalities and expectations that pushed the real personality of the child into hiding, into a safe, locked securely inside the person. It was also a shame that the child needed to find someone who understood, someone who had the key to the lock on the safe, someone who could let the real personality out. It was a shame, as not many people found their key. But he had, he’d found it in Zane first, and then in Kai and in Vicky, who showed him that it was alright to feel emotion, that it was alright to be angry, it was alright to be sad, it was alright to cry, and that it was alright to love. They had taught Kaleb that love was such a strong and powerful emotion, and they had taught him that not only was it okay for him to love someone, it was alright to love someone regardless of their gender or their house. He loved a man, and he still had some feelings for Vicky, although at the moment, Kai had eclipsed them, for now. [/size][/blockquote] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
Hola! I made this post for the lovely and wonderful Kamil Snyder, who is my lover. And I want to say thanks for reading this! It counts at 635 words! Kaleb is walking around in this!Credit for the template goes to moi, aka Emma! And The lyrics are borrowed from the awesome song, Heaven Can Wait by We The Kings. Oh, and before you go, you should know; aww! Kai ♥ ! Sorry for going MIA again last night, internet was off [/size][/font][/color]
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Post by perfectblood on Feb 28, 2010 17:32:57 GMT
Its the Last TimeAnd I can't believe its true
Kamil smiled rolling his eyes."Well then, I guess we're even." He laughed shrugging slighty not sure what else to say to his obvouis worry. He felt Kaleb kiss him, back but also heard him complain only slightly when he pulled away, but that feeling seem to change quickly.
Kai's face reddened and his lips pressed together in embarrasment."I was scared you didn't." Kamil said, loving the sound of the words comign from Kaleb, he had wanted to hear it, and he jsut wanted to hear it more. He just let Kaleb have his moment, he jsut wanted to have the moment with him, he didn't want any of it to change .
Kai moved slighly looking at Kaleb with a small smile."I am glad, that my first time was with the only person wh oever got me." He said softly, not even comment on Zane, he didn't care about that, it wouldh have been okay if things hadn't been that way, Kami lwould have still loved Kaleb, it didn't matter what happend in the past, its the past, its ment to be forgiven no so much forgotten. He pressed his lips back to Kalebs his eyes closing as his entire self seem to be overjoyed, no much more then that, its in that moment where you have to really know, to ever understand, no one understands unless they really do know.
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Post by kaleb on Feb 28, 2010 18:02:17 GMT
heaven can wait deep down in your eyes. I‘m yours tonight L A Y Y O U R H E A D N E X T T O M I N E ! - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Kale beamed when he heard Kai's laugh. Hearing that he was happy, it was enough to make Kaleb happy. It had always been like that with Kai, he'd loved Kai's laugh, it always sounded so musical! maybe it was just him, who heard Kai's laugh as so perfect, so light, so free. But that was how he heard it, and it made Kaleb happy to hear it again. "I don't mind what we are, as long as I'm with you" [/color] Kaleb murmured, pulling Kai a little closer. He was enjoying just holding Kai in his arms, he'd wanted to do it for hours, and he couldn’t have waited any longer to hold him. Kaleb smiled when he saw Kai's face redden. He raised his hand to Kai's cheek and stroked it gently with his fingertips. He heard Kai's words, and he smiled, as what Kai had said was exactly what he'd been worrying about when he walked in. "It's funny, but that is exactly what I was worrying about when I came here. I worried you were going to push me out of the door or something. I thought you were going to say you'd made a mistake"[/color] Kale said, voicing his concerns. With Kai he felt like he could tell him anything, share anything, and he didn't have to watch what he said anymore. "I'm glad that I got to be that person. Thank you, Kai."[/color] Kale said, blushing himself now. He pressed his lips to Kai's, and wound his arms even more around Kai's waist, pulling Kai to him. There was something else in that kiss, something which needed deeper understanding to pick up on it, and Kaleb noticed the unsaid things that went into that kiss. He was happy, for the first time since that day he'd found out about Zane's betreyal. when he was in that classroom, with the thought that Zane could quite possibly kill him, he couldn't care. in that moment, he didn't care if his life had ended then, as all that he saw for his future was lost. He'd pictured them, he and Zane, together forever, in their own little house, not having to hide their supposed 'love'. of course, Kaleb hadn't loved Zane, he just thought he did, thanks to Zane's stupid game. He'd even thought about telling his dad he was in love with a man, god knows what their little fling would have cost him if he had. A home, a family, a few bruises, he didn't know. But he was glad he didn't tell him then, because he would have lost that because of Zane, and he couldn't stand that thought. With Kai, that was different. He would willingly tell his father about Kai, he didn't care what his father said anymore. [/size][/blockquote] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
Hola! I made this post for the lovely and wonderful Kamil Snyder, who is my lover. And I want to say thanks for reading this! It counts at 488 words! Kaleb is walking around in this at the start, and changes into this!Credit for the template goes to moi, aka Emma! And The lyrics are borrowed from the awesome song, Heaven Can Wait by We The Kings. Oh, and before you go, you should know; aww! Kai ♥ ! [/size][/font][/color]
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Post by perfectblood on Feb 28, 2010 22:27:34 GMT
Its the Last TimeAnd I can't believe its true
Kamil blushed at the comment and smiled once more, he couldn't help but feel happy, so very happy."Promise me we'll always be like this." Kamil whispered with a sighed that sound like a wish. One wish that could break, but he wasn't willing to admit to it, because Kaleb would do that to him. Would he? No what was he thinking of course not, Kaleb was nothing like that.
Kamil made a slight suprised shocked face."I would never think what I did was a mistake, it was with you, after all." Kamil added in a soothing tone. Kai didn't even have to answer the word thanks, he knew Kaleb meant it, and that made him feel even happier, he could help but feel special, and he never wanted to lose that feeling.
Kamil wasn't so afraid now, if his dad found out, he be kicked out of his house, but sense when did he go home anymore, he never went home unless its was something irgent, he avoided any conflict that way. Somedays he snuck home to hug his mom, and talk to his brother, but he was always gone again in a matter of minuets, because he could stnad the house, he could stand to even breath in it. So now he was alright with the fact he might not go home, he would simply just stay in Hogwarts with Kaleb, happy and not having to deal with a father who thought him a failure.
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Post by kaleb on Mar 1, 2010 18:54:55 GMT
heaven can wait deep down in your eyes. I‘m yours tonight L A Y Y O U R H E A D N E X T T O M I N E ! - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Kaleb couldn't believe that he'd let Kai go out of his life, he'd missed so much happiness that it astounded him! If he'd only made an effort, if he'd only gone to talk with Kai, they may have been together like thsi before, and he would have been unbelievably happy! "As long as you want me, I'm yours." [/color] Kaleb said with a smile, although there was that little bit of doubt in his mind, a nagging voice that was repeating Vicky's name, but right now, he knew that he wanted to be with Kai, it was obvious in how happy being with Kai made him. He brought his hand to Kai's cheek, and he stroked it lovingly, tracing the blush that had crawled into Kai's face. Kaleb found deep gratification in Kai's shocked face, as it told Kaleb that what Kai had said was the truth, and Kaleb was glad that Kai didn't regret it, as he would hate himself if he made Kai do something that he wished he hadn't afterward. "Good, I'm glad you don't regret it! And I don't understand why you think so highly of me. I broke a lot of girls hearts, I'm a bad person"[/color] He said. He needed Kai to know, as a part of Kaleb was telling him that Kai should be with someone else, someone who hadn't hurt people like he had, someone who was good and who deserved Kai's love. But at the same time, he hated the thought of losing Kai, he didn't know what he'd do without Kai. The voice in his head repeated Vicky's name again, but that was just because he hadn't been sure before. But he was now, wasn't he? Kale was considering going to see his father. He wanted to go and talk to him, he wanted to get the reaction out of him about Zane, as he'd rather take his yelling and whatever now, than be tip-toeing around him waiting for him to blow up one day. The silence was almost as deafening as the yelling that Kaleb had expected. There were times that no reaction was worse than any other reaction, and Kaleb had thought this to be one of these times. Kaleb wanted his dad to yell, wanted him to shout, wanted his father to get it out of his system so he could carry on like nothing had happened, but he hadn't done that, and that had surprised Kaleb. He would have known by now, as the trial was already planned, so the ministry would have told him, surely. And that meant that the lack of howlers, or summons home were a really bad sign. He wished his parents were normal and loved him. He shouldn't be so scared to return to his home and see his parents, it was wrong. I’ve been through a lot of shit already, what more could he do to me? Kaleb thought, unable to think of anything he could do that was just as painful as finding out about Zane. [/size][/blockquote] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
Hola! I made this post for the lovely and wonderful Kamil Snyder, who is my lover. And I want to say thanks for reading this! It counts at 512 words! Kaleb is walking around in this at the start, and changes into this!Credit for the template goes to moi, aka Emma! And The lyrics are borrowed from the awesome song, Heaven Can Wait by We The Kings. Oh, and before you go, you should know; aww! Kai ♥ ! [/size][/font][/color]
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Post by perfectblood on Mar 2, 2010 20:55:27 GMT
Its the Last TimeAnd I can't believe its true
Kamil smiled slightly his eyes sparklying with a unreadible light."Always." He murmered softly, even through all this, there was something that told him he was letting him self trust Kaleb, and that could be a horrible thing to do, but why? Kaleb was his best friend, no even more then that now, why shouldh e have any doubt or worry that Kaleb would change his mind, he wouldn't. Yet back there in his mind Kamil, knew there was a chance that everything would end, and he would be left alone to fend for himself, and that could cut striaght throught to him in moments and leave him empty for a very long time.
Kamil just shook his head as if he was scolding Kaleb."You didn;t know yourself till now either." He said soothingly, trying to make sense of his own feelings and why he felt the way he did. But no one could ever really understand their feelings afterall. It was a mystery that even the oldest still can't fully comprehend, its a sad thing really, but we all have to muddle through it on our own, or with someone else who can support us when we fall.
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Post by kaleb on Mar 3, 2010 16:10:48 GMT
heaven can wait deep down in your eyes. I‘m yours tonight L A Y Y O U R H E A D N E X T T O M I N E ! - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Kaleb smiled as he saw the happiness in Kai’s eyes. But at the back of his mind, he wondered if he should be saying this. Kale loved Kai, yes. But he was also confused about his feelings for Vicky. He had to admit that they flirted a lot, sometimes it was just harmless flirting, but sometimes he was serious. He didn’t know how serious she was though, but he did like her. That was why he didn’t know about telling Kai all of this, but he did mean it right now, didn’t he? And he wanted to be with Kai, that wasn’t a lie. So he saw no more harm in it. Besides, he didn’t intend on hurting Kamil, and he was sure that Kai knew that too. He grinned when Kai said always, as it did feel amazing to know someone wanted you, someone you cared about and someone who you loved dearly. ”Then I’ll be yours. Always” [/color] He said, not even a trace of doubt audible in his voice, even though there was that little bit in his head. He wasn’t going to spoil the moment though, besides, Kai was happy, and that is all that mattered right now! Kaleb nodded at what Kai said. It was true. Kaleb hadn’t known himself truly until very recently. However much he hated Zane, it was he that Kaleb had to thank for revealing the true Kaleb, and letting Kaleb know who he was, and that he was capable of loving. Even if the first person that he thought he truly loved was a perverted teacher who hurt him beyond belief. He never wanted anyone to have to feel as broken or as used as he had then. ”True. And there are a few people I have to thank for showing me who I was. Even if I do hate one of them.”[/color] Kaleb said, raising one hand, and running it through his hair. He returned it to Kai’s waist and smiled. He pulled Kai close and pressed his lips to Kai’s. His eyes slipped closed, and he drifted off into bliss for a moment. He never wanted to feel broken and rejected again, and with Kai he had no fear of that. But he wasn’t sure about that with Vicky. He supposed that was another reason that he didn’t want to think about his feelings for her, as he worried that they would not be returned. [/size][/blockquote] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
Hola! I made this post for the lovely and wonderful Kamil Snyder, who is my lover. And I want to say thanks for reading this! It counts at 401 words! Kaleb is walking around in this!Credit for the template goes to moi, aka Emma! And The lyrics are borrowed from the awesome song, Heaven Can Wait by We The Kings. Oh, and before you go, you should know; aww! Kai ♥ ! [/size][/font][/color]
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Post by perfectblood on Mar 3, 2010 20:51:11 GMT
Its the Last TimeAnd I can't believe its true
Kamil turned his body looking up at Kaleb face to face, and his a smile broke open on his face again."Forever and always." He laid his head down on Kaleb's chest listening to his heart beat. He liked the sound, even above the sound of the fire he could hear it so clearly, it was almost a wonderful.
Kamil's lips creased and he raised his head."I know, you hate him, but, i think he was lonely...its kinda sad really, if you look at it." Kamil said tilting his head to the side and frowing. Then he a smile went into the kiss Kaleb gave him, his arms automatically wrapped around Kaleb's neck as he moved up slighltly deepening this kiss more. He just couldn't stand to lose Kaleb, after all this ,after all he had done, and what he had given to be with him, it would kill him to lose him, it might just tear him to shreds.
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Post by kaleb on Mar 3, 2010 21:15:43 GMT
heaven can wait deep down in your eyes. I‘m yours tonight L A Y Y O U R H E A D N E X T T O M I N E ! - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Kaleb smiled broadly at the words that Kai had said. Someone wanted him in their life forever! He'd never had that, at least not that he knew about! Not even his parents wanted him forever, and he had no doubt that after Hogwarts they would give him as much money as possible and kick him out of the house. Politely of course, after all they couldn't make a scene, that would do some damage to their seemingly spotless record! It was a shame in a way, that no one saw them for who they really are. Two people who were thrown together because of a baby and what was socially acceptable at the time. They blamed their kid for their unhappiness and then frequently reminded him that it was his fault. His father was a frequenter of hookers, and his mother a seemingly perfect housewife, who was, the last time Kaleb had heard, having an affair with the pool cleaner. Not that they even needed a pool cleaner, as she was perfectly capable of cleaning the pool with magic. "Then you're never getting rid of me" [/color] He joked. Again the guilt that there were still feelings for Victoria. He wouldn't voice them though, as the moment was way to perfect to spoil. "I know. But he pinned me to the desk. He gave me bruises where the corner of the wood dug into me, and I saw the hate in his eyes. He reduced me to a wreck. I can do nothing but remember that when I hear of him, but at the same time, not two months ago I was deeply in love with him. Or at least that was what I thought. I was willing to tell my father about him, once I'd left school obviously. Imagine what that would have done to me. They say that there's a thin line between love and hate. They are right."[/color] Kaleb said, speaking about the whole thing, and how he felt about Zane for the first time in a long while. Kaleb did hate Shames, but there was a part of him that pitied him. And, though Kaleb wouldn't admit it, there was still a part of him which delighted in the memories of them together, the words that they shared, and the devotion that they had seemed to feel for eachother. That was what pissed Kaleb off the most. After all Zane had done to him, there was that little part, that little piece of him that was always thinking 'what if'. What if he hadn't told Vicky? What if Zane had told Kaleb that he did love him, and that he would do whatever he could to be with Kaleb. What if they had ran away together. All those what if's were clouding up the little part of his brain devoted to that question. Kaleb moved his hands to hold onto Kai's waist, and he lifted Kai up carefully, and wrapped Kai's legs around Kaleb's waist. Kai was shorter than Kaleb, and this would make the kiss easier for the both of them. He felt Kai deepen the kiss and grinned into the kiss. His hands were holding Kai tightly now, and he moved his tongue to greet Kai's with enthusiasm. He ran his tongue along the side of Kai's, remembering the very feel of the kiss, the emotion that was put into it, and even the atmosphere and the room around them. he didn't want to forget any of these moments, because whether they were right or not, they were making Kaleb happy. And whether he and Kai stayed like this forever or not, he was sure that Kai would be glad of these moments too. Not that he planned on making this another instance where he'd have to think 'what if'. But then forever was a long time.[/size][/blockquote] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
Hola! I made this post for the lovely and wonderful Kamil Snyder, who is my lover. And I want to say thanks for reading this! It counts at 600 odd words! Kaleb is walking around in this at the start, and changes into this!Credit for the template goes to moi, aka Emma! And The lyrics are borrowed from the awesome song, Heaven Can Wait by We The Kings. Oh, and before you go, you should know; aww! Kai ♥ ! [/size][/font][/color]
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Post by perfectblood on Mar 3, 2010 22:26:58 GMT
Its the Last TimeAnd I can't believe its true
It would break anyones heart, if they knew what would happen in a matter of days, if they knew Kai and even Kaleb's life story, and how now they seemed to be together, but nothing lasted, not in these weak conditions, because Love and Hate were definatly close to each other, to truley hate you must first have love, or to love you must have had to hate. Thats when things just seem to fall apart, a paper heart that can easily be burned and be tossed away as if it meant nothing. Kamil smiled. "I am glad, I don't want anyone but you." Kai whispered softly.
Love, love, you can say it in so many ways, but then there are days where it can bring someone crashing to the ground and willing to do anything for it no matter what, and thats where the hurt truely lies. "He did that to you." Kamil mumbled and dropped one of his hands to Kaleb's side rolling part of his shirt and frowned. He saw the bruises, and kissed one gently, then he looked back at Kaleb, with a deep set gaze."I wont let him touch you again." He grumbled.
Kamil, felt Kaleb's hands move him where he should be and once again he just let him do as he wished, because that how he liked it, he didn't mind being held. His tongue met Kaleb's and he intertwined them, then ran across the roof of Kaleb's mouth, his own grin meeting Kaleb's. He never wanted this to change, everytime they met, this would happen, and it was almsot intoxicating.
If i had a chance with anyone I Swear my chance was you [/b][/color] here music! here wearing! here words! here graphics! here template! La-La-Lianotes! here[/ul][/size]
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Post by kaleb on Mar 4, 2010 16:03:08 GMT
heaven can wait deep down in your eyes. I‘m yours tonight L A Y Y O U R H E A D N E X T T O M I N E ! - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - There are people that ask what difference a day makes. For Kaleb, one day made the difference between love and hate. It made him go from a confident man, who thought he was in love. And he did think he was in love. He would have done anything that Zane asked of him, as that was what love was about, wasn't it? Giving yourself fully to the feeling and to the person, agreeing heart and soul that this was the right thing, and you would do anything for them. And after a day, he was reduced to a wreck, a broken boy who hid himself away and cried until his throat was soar from the sobs that were torn from his body. But the pain he'd felt on the outside, the bruises, they were nothing but a mark to show that he had been hurt. He'd been hurt more than physically, he'd given his hart out gladly, and it had been ripped and torn, until it was in little tiny pieces, for someone to pick up and put back together. For Kaleb, it was Kai and Vicky who acted as the glue, and though his whole heart wasn't entirely fixed, he was getting there, and that was what counted. "And I want you. Only you" [/color] Kaleb said, a grin on his lips. But mentally he amended that sentence, adding 'in this moment' onto the end of the sentence, to make himself feel less guilty for his slight feelings for Vicky. "He showed me who I was. He tore down the walls that I'd built, and even if it was fake love, he taught my heart to feel again. Because I did feel something, and now I just can't stop feeling."[/color] Kale said, a twinge of regret audible in his voice, but not for the feelings. He regretted that he hadn't been able to be himself from the beginning. He regretted building those walls, so high and so strong that no one could get in before Zane. And he regretted that it had to be Zane who broke down the walls and made Kaleb think he loved him. Kai had gotten close before Zane, but it was Shames who gave the walls a final push. "It's not so bad. He's a monster, yes. But it took a monster to show me I wasn't one."[/color] Kaleb said, feeling Kai's hand on his shirt. Kaleb moved his hands to Kai's, and using both of their fingers, he tugged his shirt up a little, and twisted his body so that you could see the small bruises littering his back, where the edge of the desk had dug into him. "The internal pain hurt more than this though."[/color] Kaleb muttered, sighing. Bruises on your skin were nothing compared to bruises on your heart. Kaleb rejoiced in the control that Kai gave him to move him, it was amazing to think that someone loved him enough to let him do that. As Kai's tongue grazed the roof of his mouth, shivers crawled down his spine, and he let out a small, almost inaudible moan. The roof of his mouth was one of his weak spots, as it was where he was ticklish. How had Kai known? Or had it been a guess? If it was a guess, it was a damn good one! Kaleb took the tip of his tongue, and traced random patterns on Kai's tongue with it, and smiled into the kiss as he did so. He was happy here, for now at least. And that was enough for Kaleb. Though all good things had to come to an end sometime.[/size][/blockquote] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
Hola! I made this post for the lovely and wonderful Kamil Snyder, who is my lover. And I want to say thanks for reading this! It counts at 607 words! Kaleb is walking around in this!Credit for the template goes to moi, aka Emma! And The lyrics are borrowed from the awesome song, Heaven Can Wait by We The Kings. Oh, and before you go, you should know; aww! Kai ♥ ! [/size][/font][/color]
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