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IF THERE’S A HOLE IN YOUR HEART, ,
YOU’VE GOT TO PULL IT TOGETHER IT TAKES SOME COURAGE TO START
BUT NOW IS BETTER THAN NEVER IT TAKES A PUSH AND A SHOVE --------
------------------------------------------------------------SOMEHOW IT’S NEVER ENOUGH

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Nina stood composed, as she was able, alone in the bathroom, she ws just beginning to change into her swimsuit, feeling slightly tired as it was, she hadn't gotten that much sleep the past couple of days, she hadn't talked to Trevor sense the Quidditch Pitch, and now she was haunted by the idea that he was eighteen, much much older then her. It was almost sick, it was wrong because of her own age, and it made her feel horrible, she was never so impulsive, why had she let him take advantage of her in the first place?

She sighed, slipping into the bath she dunked her head under, letting out a stream of bubbles, then bringing her head above water again. atleast I can come here She thought happily, the one thing that brought joy to her, was that she could jsut wash away her worries, and it worked, she coudl just come here, and just soak until she felt like she could face the rest of the day.

Not many people acknowledged her, but she figured that was normal. She sighed and streyched across the floor, half he body out of the bath and grabbed the magizine and sank back into the bath, flipping to the pages about Coal and Trevor, figuring she'd check up on what had happend lately, figuring it might amuse her. Her jaw tightend as the images came across the page. There were quite a few different ones, and all of them were of them exchanging a kiss, well, a bit more then that. how does he get himself into this stuff. Nina thought sinking lower into the bath in slight confusion. She flipped to another page, and it was splayed with different images, that looked like it might be someones house, no more accruatly Coal's house, in Hogsmeade no doubt.I wonder if Trevor knows about this. She wondered, she was sure he avoided the mags, but, he might want to know about this one.

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[annie]

to every broken heart in here

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IT'S DISAPPEARED![/right][/font][/color]

Annie was bored, and boredom was not a good look for her! Deciding to go for a walk, Annie pulled her Ipod out of her trunk and plugged it in, sticking on some of her favourite songs. She was dressed reasonably in a tank top and a pair of jeans, and her comfortable grey boots on her feet. She wandered down the stairs and out of the portrait hole. She wondered what she could get up to, and if anything interesting would happen today. She didn't think it would, after all, it was a boring day by any standard, let alone by Annie's! Her feet carried her out of the castle and down out onto the grounds. She wandered for an hour, taking in the large green lawns, the way that the grass was tipped with water, as it had been raining last night. She loved the way that the sun reflected off the droplets, casting pretty colours on the green grass. Annie was getting cold, and she chose to head back to the castle.

As Annie reached the entrance hall, she decided it would be best to stop off in the toilets before returning to the common room. She wondered where Chris was as she walked toward the bathroom. Chris was her Slytherin boyfriend, and a Weasley. He wasn't a proper Slytherin though, all mean and stuff, he was nothing like the Slytherin Kaleb Garcia. He was different, and she really enjoyed spending time with Chris, it was interesting, and something fun, or funny always happened, and she thought about meeting up with him later to hang out. Annie pushed the door of the bathroom open, and saw a girl in the bath. She felt like she was intruding somehow, but then the look on the girls face told Annie something was wrong. She would be heartless not to at least talk to the girl, try and help her, girls code and all that! "Hey, uhh, I'm Annie. Are you alright?"

[/color] Annie asked, trying a soothing voice, but it failed. She had never been particularly good at comforting, that was more of her mother’s thing! She’d never really been good at it, but her mother the nurse sort of had to be.[/size][/blockquote]

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IF THERE’S A HOLE IN YOUR HEART, ,
YOU’VE GOT TO PULL IT TOGETHER IT TAKES SOME COURAGE TO START
BUT NOW IS BETTER THAN NEVER IT TAKES A PUSH AND A SHOVE --------
------------------------------------------------------------SOMEHOW IT’S NEVER ENOUGH

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Nina looked up into the face of anohter girl, her voice didn't sound as sympathtic as she was tying to be, but Nina understood what she meant."Well kinda, dpends what you mean by alright." Nina asked sighing and looking back at her magizne flipping through a few more articles.

"You can come join me if you wish, its kinda cold anyhow." Nina offered smiling. She placed the magizne asided on the edge of the bath stretching her legs and yawning."Oh I am Nina by the way." Nina extened her hand to the Gryffindor, she knew right off she was one, she had heared about this girl, and how she was dating a Slytherin boy, mostly in secret.

She didn't really find the houses as enemies, she thought it was dumb, what was the point in fighting? They were all kids, teens, howeve you wanted to put it, nothing should change who you are. After all she liked a Hufflepuff boy, and she was Slytherin, not that Hufflepuff and Slytherin fought all that much, but still something like house really didn't matter much to her. She was more likely to be enemies with her own house then ones that weren't.

status.FINISHED maybe..300? NUMBERS HERE. wearing DESCRIP. OR LINK. Someone PERSON YOU‘RE TAGGING A girl student, maybe a guy. two people tops. WHAT ELSE? credit KELS!?.

[annie]

to every broken heart in here

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love was once a part but now[/size][/color][/font]
IT'S DISAPPEARED![/right][/font][/color]

Annie frowned when the girl asked what she meant by alright. Annie wondered what could have happened that would earn a response like this. She thought on it for a moment, and how she should respond. She didn't know the girl, but should that make a difference when she was clearly upset? Annie didn't think so, everyone was human after all, and it is only labels that divide people, and people needed to learn to move past labels and see the person. That was, after all, what she had done with Chris! And she was going to do it with this girl, regardless of house. "Do you want to talk about it? I'll try and help the best I can"

[/color] She added, a sympathetic smile on her lips. She was getting better at this sympathy and concern buisness!

"Thanks, but I didn't bring my bathing stuff."[/color] Annie said, a frown on her lips. Then after a moment of thought, she sat down on the floor and pulled her legs toward her. Her hands rolled up her jeans to above her knees, and then pulled off her boots. She put them to one side, and took her wand from her back pocket and slipped it into one of the boots. She shuffled toward the water and slipped her legs in, the luke-warm water lapping at her legs. "I suppose there's always a compromise! There! I'm Annie. And I already said that but hey, being told twice can't hurt!"[/color] She said with a smile, holding out her hand and taking Nina's. She shook it, smiling at Nina, and then dropped it.

It was always good, to make new friends. Annie did wonder what house Nina was in, it was usually one of the first questions she asked, but she decided not to, as she was going to get to know Nina before she found out her house, so that she would feel less inclined to be prejudice towards her for it. Annie had been more and more accepting of houses lately, she was even dating a Slytherin! She wondered how many people knew about that, as they had been together at the V-day ball, so rumours must have caught on! And they sat together in some lessons too.[/size][/blockquote]

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IF THERE’S A HOLE IN YOUR HEART, ,
YOU’VE GOT TO PULL IT TOGETHER IT TAKES SOME COURAGE TO START
BUT NOW IS BETTER THAN NEVER IT TAKES A PUSH AND A SHOVE --------
------------------------------------------------------------SOMEHOW IT’S NEVER ENOUGH

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Nina sighed lightly, running her fingers through her hair."Well, I guess I'll put it this way, I am a hopeless romantic and I got into a 'something' with a guy, and he used me, he was alot older then me too." She admitted softly. She looked up at the girl with a weak smile.

Nina let out a small giggle as the girl came up with a comprimise."I have an extra swimsuit under my robe over there, I always come prepared, I guess I am a bit crazy, me and my anger managment issues, well more like when i bottle everything up and then it just explodes." Nina mused dunking her head under the water again, and rising back up with soaked hair. Nina shook the girls hand smiling more."Its nice to meet you Annie, always refreshing to see a new face!" Nina admited letting go of the girls hand and then looked at the magizine, she grabbed it and handed it to the girl."This is the guy I am talking about." Nina said opening to a page, and pointing to Trevor.

status.FINISHED maybe..300? NUMBERS HERE. wearing DESCRIP. OR LINK. Someone PERSON YOU‘RE TAGGING A girl student, maybe a guy. two people tops. WHAT ELSE? credit KELS!?.

[annie]

to every broken heart in here

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love was once a part but now[/size][/color][/font]
IT'S DISAPPEARED![/right][/font][/color]

Annie frowned for a moment whilst Nina explained, then it clicked just what that something was. "Ahh. So you and he...Ohh. Uhh. Wow"

[/color] Annie said, completely lost for words. She had no idea what she could say. Annie was, despite a bunch of rumours, a virgin. She lived with the rumours of her being a slut, because they didn't seem to hurt anymore, she'd gotten used to them. It was usually the way she dressed and acted that gave people the idea that she'd been with a bunch of guys, but she never had. Truth was that she was waiting for the right one, and although that's like fairytale nonsense and not many people thought she'd do that, she figured that all a girl wanted really was a happy ending, although she wasn't getting her hopes up, as she'd probably have them dashed.

"I hate guys who do that, it's like, they try and say that they want more than sex, and then they use you and then leave. It's the worst thing a guy can do to a girl. I know you could call me a hypocrite, because I've never experienced that. But heartbreak is enough to put me off"[/color] Annie said truthfully, a frown on her face. That was what she worried about with guys, she didn't want to fall for someone so badly that it was like she needed to see them every moment that she could, and then have sex with him, and watch him walk away. It was sort of the thing that scared her when with Chris, but she liked Chris, and she wasn't going to let some fear ruin what could be a great thing.

"Ahh, awesome"[/color] Annie said, stepping up and retreiving the costume. She held it up, it was red. "And my colour too!"[/color] Annie joked, changing quickly into it. She slipped into the water, and smiled. She loved taking baths, the feeling of the water around her comforted her, it was like a place where she could think things through. "Anger management? You should join the quidditch team, or do some martial arts or something. Helped me"[/color] She said with a grin, remembering the look on her karate teachers face when she put a whole lot of anger into one kick. Annie grinned at the new face comment. "Tell me about it, can't get to many friends, right?"[/color] Annie said with a smile. She took the magazine and examined the face. She recognised it, and it clicked from where. She'd met him in the bathroom. Trevor. Asshole more like. He'd tried arguing with her and lost, badly in her opinion! She'd owned him! "You slept with this guy? Was it your, you know, first time?"[/color] Annie asked shaking her head.

"I know this guy, burst in here when I was in here using the mirror. Argued with me, but I won. My insults were just better! Me being in a bad mood helped me too"[/color] Annie said smugly, remembering some of the insults that she'd pulled out to use on him. He'd tried to pretend he was gay too. She'd tricked him into believing she liked girls, and he bought it! FAIL! ”So he’s the one that hurt you? I’m so going to kick his ass next time I see the jumped up slime ball. He acted about six years old! Wait, older than you? How old is he?”[/color] Annie asked, wondering what year he was in. After all, she’d assumed her year or below because of his attitude, although he could have passed for a third year with his personality! Was he older than Annie? Had she really argued with a guy that was older than her? That would be awesome in a way, as she’d beaten him in their little fight, and if he was older, he so should have had better come backs than she did! Although she did have a pretty great mind when it came to comebacks.[/size][/blockquote]

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IF THERE’S A HOLE IN YOUR HEART, ,
YOU’VE GOT TO PULL IT TOGETHER IT TAKES SOME COURAGE TO START
BUT NOW IS BETTER THAN NEVER IT TAKES A PUSH AND A SHOVE --------
------------------------------------------------------------SOMEHOW IT’S NEVER ENOUGH

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Nina smirked slightly sighing deeply and shaking her head."I would never do something like that, I just, I don't know what happend to me, I wasn't use to being in a situation like that, it was all new to me and then..." Her sentence jsut died as she shook her head more dunking it back under the water for a thrid time.

Nina smiled looking at Annie."Its alright, Iam glad you haven't gotten into soemthing like that, I respect you for it." She said with a smile and a sign of how much she regretted what she did, being so youn, and she was being foolish all the same. She had let someone control her and now look waht its done for her, nothing absolutley nothing.

"I do play Quiddtch although i don't know how long that will last." Nina mused sadly, she wasn't very good at it, she jsut joined as something extra to do, and now look where she was at!. Nina nodded at the friend comment then frowned ackwardly and looked down for a few moments."Yea it was my frist time, its going to be my last too, I don't think I could do it again." She admitted to herself, she would feel sick if she did, it just was such a horrible thought.

Nina nearly choked on air, at Annie admission to knowing Trevor, but simmered down as she spoke, she fidgted again about the age."Hes eighteen from what I am aware of." Nina admitted, feeling dirty as she siad, it, she had slept with a adult practically, that was sucha horrible thing, she was goign to be labed as a whore, or a slut or something for the rest of her life.

status.FINISHED maybe..300? NUMBERS HERE. wearing DESCRIP. OR LINK. Someone PERSON YOU‘RE TAGGING A girl student, maybe a guy. two people tops. WHAT ELSE? credit KELS!?.

[annie]

to every broken heart in here

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love was once a part but now[/size][/color][/font]
IT'S DISAPPEARED![/right][/font][/color]

Annie looked down for a moment, as she wasn't sure what she'd do if she was put in the position that Nina was in. "Caught up in the moment? Thought you loved him?"

[/color] Annie asked, listing reasons why she'd do that if she was in the same position. There were things which would drive a girl to do something out of character, something that they wouldn't normally do. Lust. Love. And an attraction to the unknown. She had to admit that she had condered having sex a few times, just to find out what it was like, what all the fuss was about. But she decided that she wouldn't do it unless it was with someone that she genuinely liked, someone she'd known for awhile, and someone she trusted. And she had thought about it with Chris too. But come on, who wouldn't when he was on her bed, and she was resting her head on his chest, with his hand stroking her hair. Especially when she saw him sleeping, and he was so unbelievably cute when he was asleep on the sofa. And he was a good kisser.

”Yeah, thought about it though. Does it, er, hurt much?”[/color] Annie asked, feeling a little embarrassed about asking. But she wanted to know, and she doubted that Nina would want to tell many people about the whole Trevor incident, so she wouldn’t be able to mention this anyway. But Annie was curious, as she sort of wanted to be prepared one day, for when she found someone she trusted enough. She was blushing though, as even though she had a reputation for being a bit of a slag, she wasn’t, and she was pretty innocent considering that her boyfriend was Chris Weasley. ”Is it bad then? I mean, loads of people make a big deal about how awesome it is, and I’m like, are you just saying that?”[/color] She asked, again another awkward question. But she was curious, and she wanted to know.

“You’re on the team? That’s awesome! Quidditch rocks my socks”[/color] Annie said with a grin, remembering the feeling of being so high that no one could catch you. Well. Sort of. The feeling of the wind flying through your hair, and the adrenaline pumping through your veins could not be replaced, as it was just so unique and empowering! Annie scowled when Nina told her how old Trevor was. ”Bastard. I’m going to kill him”[/color] She said angrily. He knew full well what he was doing, and he took advantage of her. He may as well have raped her! Annie was not impressed. ”That incompetent asshole! I swear to God the next time I see him, the only thing he’ll be seeing is my fist heading for his face. He’s so dead”[/color] Annie said, her anger clearly apparent in her voice.[/size][/blockquote]

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IF THERE’S A HOLE IN YOUR HEART, ,
YOU’VE GOT TO PULL IT TOGETHER IT TAKES SOME COURAGE TO START
BUT NOW IS BETTER THAN NEVER IT TAKES A PUSH AND A SHOVE --------
------------------------------------------------------------SOMEHOW IT’S NEVER ENOUGH

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"Yes, and no, I still love him, even after all this, he still wonderful to me, silly isn't it? But I guess i jsu t can't give up on him yet." Nina replied sighing and just combing her hair with her fingers. She did love him, sure there were days she felt like crying her face off, but that was normal, with love always comes pain, even if they love you back.

Nina blushed and looked at Annie directly swirling her finger in the water."Erm, yes, at first..but then, it changes into something, that even the word amazing can't cover, its like this high, that fills every part of your body." Nina described, she was kinda scratching at the surface, but thats the only way she could describe it without making it ackward for herself. Nina frowned at the next qquestion thinking about it."Yes, but its not worth it if your not sure, I still love Trevor, so, I don't regret it as much." Nina answered solemly.

Nina raised her hands calming Annie dow.'Oh please don't I think he feels bad about it, he really does, and its my fault to, I kinda let him take control of me, and he didn't know how young I was." Nina stood up for him, saying it wasjsut as much her fault as it was his.

status.FINISHED maybe..300? NUMBERS HERE. wearing DESCRIP. OR LINK. Someone PERSON YOU‘RE TAGGING A girl student, maybe a guy. two people tops. WHAT ELSE? credit KELS!?.

[annie]

to every broken heart in here

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love was once a part but now[/size][/color][/font]
IT'S DISAPPEARED![/right][/font][/color]

Annie frowned when she heard Nina say that she loved Trevor. She didn’t know that anyone would really be able to love an up himself arsehole who would jump from bed to bed just like an older version of Kaleb Garcia. ”You want to be careful, don’t set yourself up for a fall, you could get seriously hurt”

[/color] Annie said, silently thinking that with her playing shrink to a Slytherin, and dating a Slytherin, she must be one step away from joining their house. No. Annie could never be a Snake, it was wrong, she was meant to be a Gryffindor, and that was where she belonged, and Chris should have been in there too, it was a shame really, that he was placed in the wrong house. But Annie had learned that the house didn’t define who you are, it was you who defined what the expectations of your house was.

Annie blushed as well, feeling a little embarrassed and stupid for asking the question. But her mother had never given her ‘the talk’. Thank Merlin, as it would have been even more embarrassing, it was wrong thinking your parents knew about that stuff. Annie nodded. ”Thanks for being honest and answering, anyone else would have probably laughed me out of the door”[/color] She murmured. She just wanted to know what to expect when she chose to try it. Annie wouldn’t do it if she wasn’t sure anyway, so she nodded at what Nina said. ”Yeah, I wouldn’t do it unless it felt right. I mean, there are people who are in my year who have been with so many people that they can’t count anymore. I think that’s wrong, and that they are missing out on the deeper meaning of sex.”[/color] Annie said, sounding a little older than she was. The deeper meaning of sex was to consolidate the love that two people felt for each other. Annie wanted that.

Annie’s anger subsided a little as she heard Nina’s explanation. She was awfully protective over women, as she knew that a lot of men still saw them as something to be controlled by them, or sex objects, and Annie hated that. Some men didn’t realise that women were just as good, and sometimes better, than men! ”It still doesn’t make it right. But at least you love him, I suppose it could have been worse. Then I would kick his ass into next week. He would so end up in the hospital wing.”[/color] She said, a wicked grin on her face. It would serve him right too, for taking advantage of a girl younger than him, because even Annie could tell that she wasn’t eighteen. [/size][/blockquote]

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