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Post by monkeybread on Dec 21, 2009 14:23:37 GMT
+++++++++++++++++++++Don't say his name And we will get along just fine [/color] what happend to you being the evil anyway? Vincent said outloud after taking a sip of coke that sat on his coffee table in his new apartment. He heared a chuckle that seem to shake the room.blame it on Chrisy.
so you noticed it too?Vincent asked surprised.
"You mean him looking like David and acting like him?" Shia mumbled taking over control and sipping the coke."I sure as hell did notice.... He yelled staring at the wall angrily.and that bothers you..... vincent asked quietly.
"What do you think pipsqueak, of course it does!"Shia smashed the empty coke can and tossed it at the wall, it would have dented if he had thrown it a little bit harder.
But, i thought it was me who.."Don't say it!" Shia inturrupted angrily. He had seen this before some dumb muggle movie where the charactor talks to his inner self, and now he felt crazy.
"You weren't the only one stupid, whether you like it or not we are the same person..same feelings, same enemies, same pain." Shia stood going to his fridge he took out another coke then went back to his couch and flopped down lazily.....so...you.. "Yes....now drop it."Shia retorted. but.. "I lied alright? I do that alot....didn't wnat someone to know.. cept you poured out half our history to a guy you were suppost to hate. Shia ignored the comment and jsut looked back at the wall.
[/blockquote] Clothes;Outfit Feeling; Annoyed Thread; Shia, and whoevers brave enough Song; Its Never To Late By Three Days Grace
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Post by daniel on Dec 21, 2009 15:48:08 GMT
• THIS PART OF ME • YOU'LL NEVER KNOW - - - - - - - - - - - - Daniel didn't know what he was doing there, he didn't even know the apartment number. Looking for him would be like looking for a needle in a hay stack, and Daniel hated being lost like that. Sighing, he ran his fingers through his hair, making it more disheveled than always, and his green eyes flashed with what seemed anger at him self, at going to look for him in the first place. He took stairs two at a time, quite aware that there were only a hundred apartments on this block, and it could be any one of them. However, Daniel was sure that he lived somewhere above number fifty, but it could go all the way upto a hundred. He sighed, frustrated and aching for a cigarette. However, he shook his head, and walked forward, he was to do what he had to.
He was on the floor where apartments with sixty plus were held, and he took his head in his hands looking around. His eyes settled on a door. He would have to ask, now won't he? Taking in a shaky breath, he shrugged his leather jacket on his back more comfotably, and took big steps towards number sixty-five. He stopped just before his fist knocked on the door, when he did it. He knoched twice, and wondered who would open the door to him, or even who would be in, or maybe he was only making a fool out of him self, looking for someone who doesn't want to be found by him.
WORDS ?! eh, dunno. TAGGED ?! Vincent Lord OUTFIT ?! click LYRICS ?! endlessly by muse BANNER ?! MISS DEATHWISH TEMPLATE ?! PANIC! ITS LAUZ @ CAUTION NOTES ?! hope this is okiiee
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Post by monkeybread on Dec 21, 2009 15:58:37 GMT
+++++++++++++++++++++Don't say his name And we will get along just fine [/color] Shia had been mumbling to himself when he heard the knock, he first thought was that he was imagining it, who would come and visit him, at this time of night. He looked behind him at his door, might as well check it out. He swung of the couch placed the coke on the table and ambled to the door, he opened expecting to see a empty hallway, but he was mistaken. He leaned against the door frame trying to regonize the person infront of him. He was about to say what the hell do you want but he reframed.
"..Can..i help you?"Shia felt the draft from the hall way and couldn't help but shiver. His short sleeve shirt didn't keep him warm. His hand was sliding his bracelet up and down trying not to stare at the unknown person infront of him.
"You...m-might as well come in..its cold." Shia said not waiting for an anwser, and didn't want to slam the door in the guy's face. Shia hated being cold and this was no different, damn snow and wind. Shia couldn't figure out what was wrong, something about this guy,scared him. And to scare Shia was not a easy feat.do you know him? vincent asked. Shia almsot answered outloud, but bit his lip supressing his answer.
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Post by daniel on Dec 21, 2009 18:04:42 GMT
• THIS PART OF ME • YOU'LL NEVER KNOW - - - - - - - - - - - - Daniel was about to leave, after a couple of seconds of waiting, but then the door opened. He was looking down, his arm resting on the side of the door. He raised his head, and his eyes, to see who it was that opened the door. Daniel had secretly hoped that it would be him, but to his disappointment it wasn't. He shook his head, and ran his hand won his face. It wasn't who Daniel wanted, but Dan sure recognised who it was at the door. Vincent Lord, or rather Shia. Who scared most of Hogwarts population, and Dan had to choose that house to knock on. He let out a shaky breath. 'Lord, I-I'm looking for someone. They live on this floor I think..' He took a breath. The day was going bad, now he was stammering like and idiot.
In all truth, he hadn't noticed the cold until Vincent mentioned it, but now Daniel felt like he was freezing. It might have been stress. It must be. He shook his head, and walked in the door. He looked around, his eyes kind of fuzzy. Maybe he had a fever or something, but no, he had comet his far. 'Vincent, do you know a William Cowles?' He asked, and he felt flutters when he said his name. Yes, Daniel was gay, No William didn't go to Hogwarts, yes they dated. And now, it was all ruined, and Daniel wanted to put it right, but now he stumbled on this blokes door step looking pathetic. He didn't know if Shia knew Will, but he sincerely hoped so. Then, Daniel fainted.
WORDS ?! eh, dunno. TAGGED ?! Vincent Lord OUTFIT ?! jeans, gray t-shirt and a black leather jacket. LYRICS ?! endlessly by muse BANNER ?! MISS DEATHWISH TEMPLATE ?! PANIC! ITS LAUZ @ CAUTION NOTES ?! hope this is okiiee
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Post by monkeybread on Dec 21, 2009 18:15:42 GMT
+++++++++++++++++++++Don't say his name And we will get along just fine [/color] Shia expected the guy to go running after he found out Shia wasn't the guy he was looking for, and when he asked the name he was about to answer no, when the guy fell forward. Shia reflexes cut in before he realized his next action, he managed to catch the guy before he fell flat on his face. He blinked holding him in his door way. He was tempted to kick him out and leave him there, but that be more then just cruel.
Shia sighed and swung the guy into his arms with uncanny ease. He kicked the door closed hoping no one had seen that little action. Pushing worry aside he carried the unconciou stranger bridally and placed him on his couch carefully. He bent over him his arm propped on the the straight edge of the couch.your blushing Vincent commented. Shia blinked and realized his face had grown hot, He scrambled away from the stranger and just watched him. He wasn't sure what to do, he never had studied up on injuries and such things.
He went to his kitchen looking for a glass, finding one he filled it with water and place ice cubes in it. He came back over and placed it on the coffee table and sat next to it, hoping hte guy would cme around so he could get him out.why are you being so nice? Vincent commented again.don't start you would have done the same thing Shia mentally mused.yea,but..its you...why does this guy remind you of David too?"
Shia bit back the irge to yell.No..I couldn't jsut let him lay in the middle of the hall...
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Post by daniel on Dec 21, 2009 18:44:21 GMT
• THIS PART OF ME • YOU'LL NEVER KNOW - - - - - - - - - - - - The next thing Dan felt was that he was laying on something, and seeing William's face behind his eyes lids. He squeezed his eyes even more shut, as if he was in pain from the memory. The memmory of blood, and screaming, and crying. He opened his eyes and bolted upright. Looking around, Daniel didn't recognise where he was. The surroundings were not familliar, but he remembered that he was looking for William. Knaocking on Vincent's door, and then his eyes rested on him. He frowned. 'What am I doing here. Where's William?' Daniel asked, standing up as he did so. He must have seemed insane, but he had to check. To check that he hadn't killed him.
He looked right at Vincent, and wondered why did he help him. He had a reputation after all, for being mean and evil, and the way that Daniel didn't know what happened, and waking up on Shia's sofa, he had a thought that he helped him somehow. 'You don't know a William do you?' Daniel asked, well it was more of stating a fact, rather than a question. He let out a shaky breath, and sat down running his long fingers through his ahir in frustration. 'I think I killed him.' He whispered, but if he did, then why wasn't he where he left him? Maybe someone moved him, but no, Daniel had to find out, he can't be dead, if Will was dead, Dan believed that he would die too.
WORDS ?! eh, dunno. TAGGED ?! Vincent Lord OUTFIT ?! click LYRICS ?! endlessly by muse BANNER ?! MISS DEATHWISH TEMPLATE ?! PANIC! ITS LAUZ @ CAUTION NOTES ?! hope this is okiiee
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Post by monkeybread on Dec 21, 2009 18:58:29 GMT
+++++++++++++++++++++Don't say his name And we will get along just fine [/color] Shia almost grabbed his wand that was secretly placed under the coffee table when the stranger bolted up to a sitting position, but h s muscles relaxed immediatly after. The guy looked horrified, Shia had watched his face while he was still out. "You came to the wrong door...then you fainted and i carried you in here."Shia summed up quickly. He looked to the side trying to avert the steady gaze.
Once again Shia was about to say no, but then again he found that his tongue stuck in his throat as he heared the guys whisper, Shia froze his mouth gaping, his eyes darted to the stranger."You....killed him." Shia said it wasn't such a question, it was more of a shocked statement.your kidding...is this guy connected to us... Vincent commented.
Shia couldn't help but just stare his eyes examining this guy. He doesn't look like a killer,far from it. "I...ugh! Shia shot up and ambled around to his kitchen pacing, he was going to go nuts, how was this even plausible.David... The thought made Shia wince, he breathed out slowly leaning on his counter. He looked to the side at his bracelet, why had he put that on?he gave it you to hide the scar. Vincent echoed.
Shia breathed out once more and returned to the coffee table he offered the glass.'W-w-who...erm..who are you anyway...i don't regonize you"Shia tried to calm what felt like a heart attack, how could him and this guy have something this horrible in common. [/blockquote]
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Post by daniel on Dec 21, 2009 20:35:37 GMT
• THIS PART OF ME • YOU'LL NEVER KNOW - - - - - - - - - - - - Daniel shook his head, he was shaking. Maybe becuase he had never killed anyone before. But he may just be over exaggerating. But no, he saw the blood, and Will was limp, and it stung in his memories like a knife. He felt like he couldn't breathe. 'No, not the wrong door, I just needed directions, and then I was here.' He said, his lovely green eyes begging for understanding, but he knew that Vincent would jugde, just as Dan would judge if it was vice versa.
'The blood.. The blood, there was so much of it.' He said, in whispers, his hands in his head. Daniel was going in sane. Why did he do it? What had Will ever done to him? Nothing was the answer, and Daniel was a murderer. Isn't that how you always was? A murderer? He shook his head. He knew that he looked like a lunatic, but a death of someone you love would shake you like that right? Especially if it was caused by you. His breaths were unsteady but shaky, he looked like he hadn't had a wink of sleep, and it was late. Daniel's gaze was still pleading.
'I know what you must think of me.' Daniel said, the pleading evident in his voice, 'I don't even know why I'm telling you this, but please, you must understand, I didn't mean it.' He felt the hot tears seep through his thick lashes, and Daniel stiffled a sob. This was like his worst night mare. Dan took the glass with skay hands, and took a sip. The cold water was soothing, and he calmed down a bit. 'I'm Daniel Nott. I'm in Gryffindor, though you probably never met me.' He explained, in a shaky voice, a lump in his throat. 'But you have a reputation, that's why I know you.' Dan said, it was only true, he wasn't trying to be rude, after all, all Vincent did was help him.
WORDS ?! eh, dunno. TAGGED ?! Vincent Lord OUTFIT ?! click LYRICS ?! endlessly by muse BANNER ?! MISS DEATHWISH TEMPLATE ?! PANIC! ITS LAUZ @ CAUTION NOTES ?! hope this is okiiee
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Post by monkeybread on Dec 21, 2009 20:47:45 GMT
+++++++++++++++++++++Don't say his name And we will get along just fine [/color] Shia stiffened, this had taken the turn for, just something he hadn't expected. okay this is strange.. Vincent admitted. Shia ignored the inner voice. He didn't have the capcity to understand all this quickly.
Shia shooks as his own memories flowed through his mind, he knew what blood looked like, he knew what it was to be covered in it, he swallowed hard trying to push them back. It was like fate liked bringing up his worst nightmares. He watched the person infront of him fall apart.
Daniel, again how Ironic. Shia, even though it was against his better judgment found himself sitting next to the guy, shoulder to shoulder, he looked at him trying to understand how they could share, something so deep and horrible."I...killed...someone too."Shia sputtered trying to ignore the nagging feelings of grief sweeping over him."I Wish..i didn't understand....but..damnit i do....
"To be honest...i am not Vincent...I am the other half." Shia admitted realizing Daniel didn't know. Shia hand went to Daniel's shoulder his fingers gripping it tightly."I..am not... Shia's voice died. His head bowed as he looked away.Get a grip, don't tell him! Vincent was now the panicked one, and wanted control to fix all that Shia had just said, what hell was he thinking! [/blockquote]
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Post by daniel on Dec 22, 2009 16:17:17 GMT
• THIS PART OF ME • YOU'LL NEVER KNOW - - - - - - - - - - - - Dan was in perfect awe when Vincent took a seat next to him. Who would want to sit next to a murderer. Daniel didn't know anyone, but maybe this Shia was different. But that didn't mask the surprise at what he said. Daniel's gaze shifted to where he sat, it wasn't judging, just shocked. 'No. No, you can't have. This is all a nigtmare.' He said, his head between his haids again, he shook from side to side, 'Just a nightmare.' He whispered over and over, tears streaming down his hceeks. Daniel never cried, but losing possibly the only person he had ever loved was enough. But there was still hope, even if William would never want to see Daniel again, he had to know if he was alright or not.
'I don't think you do understand.' Daniel looked him right in the eye. 'I loved him.' Dan didn't even care that he just admitted that he was gay, that was the least of his problems, and Shia could go around spreading it all he wanted, but losing Will was kind of like losing his soul, and Dan had a feeling that he was going insane, and angry, but only at himself. 'I don't reallt care weather you're Vincent or Shia.' Daniel said truthfully, swallowing hard, 'I just want to find Will, but I have to calm down first.' He said, more talking tom himself than Vincent, but still, it was a good idea to calm down. But he kept seeing flashing images in his minds eye, and the blood was as fresh as ever, he started crying even harder.
WORDS ?! eh, dunno. TAGGED ?! Vincent Lord OUTFIT ?! click LYRICS ?! endlessly by muse BANNER ?! MISS DEATHWISH TEMPLATE ?! PANIC! ITS LAUZ @ CAUTION NOTES ?! hope this is okiiee
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Post by monkeybread on Dec 22, 2009 16:26:15 GMT
+++++++++++++++++++++Don't say his name And we will get along just fine [/color] Sha froze again as his words echoed through him, the samae he use to mumble over in over.this can't be happening. why did this happen, what did i do?. SHia gripped his shoulder harder. He did understand, god he did, he didn't want to he didn't want to relive the terror but he was.
"..Daniel...I loved david..too"No!Vincent screeched angrily. This wasn't normal for Shia to ever do this, but something was killing him inside he was remebering all the horrible things that occured to him, and he hated it. He didn't want this, why did this guy have to come to his doorstep? Shia felt Daniel falling apart even more and couldn't help but feel sorry for him, no one shoudl ahve to have that kind of pain. Shia's hand moved around the guys shoulder and he drew him closer, his other hand goign to the back of his head nad pulling him closer."Don't..chase after ghosts."
Shia voice was barely a whisper, but Daniel was close enough to be able to hear it. "God...dont' chase after them....Shia repeated, his own tears roll down his face. His fingers ran trhough Daniel's hair trying to comfert himself and this, person he hardly knew. [/blockquote]
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Post by daniel on Dec 22, 2009 17:14:14 GMT
• THIS PART OF ME • YOU'LL NEVER KNOW - - - - - - - - - - - - Even though Daniel was feeling numb, he could feel the squeeze of Vincent's hand on his shoulder, and to be honest, he felt a fraction of a bit better. But, he was still feeling really bad. Somewhere in one part of his mind he was listening to Vincent, so when he finally registered what Shia had said, Dan shook his head again, in wonder. 'Why? How? How can you be so calm and tell me the person you loved you killed, and I'm in pieces?' Dan nearly screamed at Vincent, but stayed sitting down.
Daniel could feel Vincent hugging him, and just sobbed. 'But he can't be a ghost. He could still be alive.' Daniel said, hope so strong in his voice that he thought he was going to explode. William might still be alive, and if he isn't, Daniel didn't think he could ever love again. Daniel could feel Vincent's thoughts, and he realised that Vincent was hurting inside too. Dan just laid there on Vincent's chest for a minute, digesting the fact that William was dead, and he was the one that killed him. 'It just hurts so bad.' He whispered, feeling Vincen'ts tears on his hair, he cried even harder. He didn't care that he looked like a mad man, Daniel didn't care about anything at the moment.
WORDS ?! eh, dunno. TAGGED ?! Vincent Lord OUTFIT ?! click LYRICS ?! endlessly by muse BANNER ?! MISS DEATHWISH TEMPLATE ?! PANIC! ITS LAUZ @ CAUTION NOTES ?! hope this is okiiee
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Post by monkeybread on Dec 22, 2009 17:26:21 GMT
+++++++++++++++++++++Don't say his name And we will get along just fine [/color] "I..shut down..." Shia admitted, he never let his weak emotions get the best of him, because that made him feel uable to handle things, and he just became a shell and a pressure gauge."...And if he is...your still chasing aren't you, ghosts are ghosts.... Shia replied to his Daniel's desperate retort.
Shia could hear Daniel's words mix with his own, we are the same. But Daniel had handled his grief it a different way, he had blamed himself completely and didn't shut down, he tired to fight it and it tore him to shreds."I..know.." Shia barely choked out. His chin rested on Daniel's head, even through the tears he could feel his face tinting to a deep red.
Both Shia's arms dropped around Daniel waist and held him like closer. "I..can never forgive myself, but, atleast i can forgive you." Shia siad softly."And..thank you.Shia replied again....Don't, hes going to be just like David! Shia ignored his inner calling, he was cutting it off, he wasn't goint to let himslef slip back into his shell, he didn't hurt anyone again, no he wanted to protect people from the spite of the world. He would protect Daniel if he had to. [/blockquote]
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Post by daniel on Dec 22, 2009 19:41:00 GMT
• THIS PART OF ME • YOU'LL NEVER KNOW - - - - - - - - - - - - Dan let out a humourless laugh. 'It's easier said than done.' He said, and he knew that it was true. Dan just couldn't shut down, maybe in time his wounds won't hut anymore, but now, he just felt like he was being ripped apart. Maybe it's been a while for Vincent, but for Dan, it was such a new experience, that he just didn't what else to do apart from curl up and die. 'No, no, William can't really be dead.' Daniel kept chaking his head, Will. His Will. He can't be a ghost, or anything of that sort. Daniel ached to see him, for just one last time. To at least say how sorry he was, and that he didn't mean it. Oh, god hea really didn't mean it, and now he seeked comfort in a person that was just like him. He cried harder.
His eyes were hurting from the slaty tears that were running. He suddenly sat up, Vincent's embrace reminding him too much of his nights with Will, just not a care in the world. Daniel wiped his eyes, and chocked back another sob. Daniel looked at Vincent, he was sure that he looked like crap, with puffy eyes, the light had gone out of them, but he didn't know what Shia meant. 'No, I can never forgive my self, no one can't.' He said, 'I loved him so much.' Daniel whispered, 'Why are you thanking me?' He asked, unsure of what was there to thank for, after all he knocked on his door, fainted and told him that he killed someone, what was there to thank for? He was a murderer. He wanted to die too. And so he said so, 'I want to die too.' And he cried again.
WORDS ?! eh, dunno. TAGGED ?! Vincent Lord OUTFIT ?! click LYRICS ?! endlessly by muse BANNER ?! MISS DEATHWISH TEMPLATE ?! PANIC! ITS LAUZ @ CAUTION NOTES ?! omg Dan is going mad!
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Post by monkeybread on Dec 22, 2009 19:59:40 GMT
+++++++++++++++++++++Don't say his name And we will get along just fine [/color] "Yea, your right." Shia agreed emptily. He sighed sfotly, wondering how the hell he was going to live this night down. Dan wasn't the type to ignore the past,and he seemed like he could go on for the rest of his life without forgetting any part of it, even the smallest bit.'I don't believe David is dead either, but I would rather die then have him see me, after what happend.' Shia mused.
Shia let Dan move from his arms, but as the warmth left it made him feel lonely, which bothered him quite a bit. Shia had to wipe his own eyes remebering he had been crying himself. He looked at Daniel with a concerned face, he looked so depressed and unhappy.
"That why..i am forgiving you, for him...because i am sure he would." Shia replied softly sliding his braclet up and down and then unclasping it."You, came here and, I thought i would never be able to live down my past, till now." Shia replied honestly the bracelet now off, revealing a thin pale scar on his wrist. he looked down at it with a frown.
".....I don't want you to." Shia replied rubbing his wrist and looking ad Daniel with warm eyes. Even if i say it will be alright I still hear you say, you want to end your life.
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