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Post by lorenzo on Nov 2, 2009 12:02:56 GMT
So there he sat alone eating a sandwich and leaning his back on a tree. He was far away from the students that were filled with cheer and laughter. Far away from perceiving eyes that may or may not have judged him since he was different compared to other student in a special way. Nothing magical but more to the side of his orientation. He was alone and didn't know if he would be accepted here in Hogwarts as he was with his normal muggle friends back in Australia.
"Another day has gone. Still I'm alone." He whispered as he finished his food and stared out into the horizon. The horizon was different compared to the ones in Australia. Most of the Australian horizon's were covered by homes or city buildings and the full beauty of the horizon was never seen. here, everything was clearly visible and nothing was blocking the way of the horizon. Here he felt happiness as this was the only place he could feel accepted. He didn't even know if people didn't accept him as he had never told anyone yet. Well not here since he had no one to talk to.
"So this is my new life?" He asked himself as he looked into the sky falling softly on the floor to stare into the blue sky. "I need someone to talk to. Anyone or anything." He said as he closed his eyes and thought of his memories back at his sporting school. Lorenzo had been a nice person to talk to. He was easy to get along with and was very friendly and is a person anyone could come up to and talk with no matter what age, sex or race they were. He looked to his right side and closed his eyes. Tears flooded out through his eye's softly. " I want to go home." he said softly as he took a small gasp of air. He had started to feel the pressure of being lonely and had both hated and loved it.
Slowly he opened his eyes again and stared back into the blue sky with eyes that carried with it sadness and happiness both attempting to overcome Lorenzo's emotional side. " Now what?" he said as he closed his eyes once again and placed his hands underneath his head to act as a form of a pillow.
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Post by daniel on Nov 7, 2009 22:18:24 GMT
It was on days like this that Daniel felt most isolated. True he had mates, but he wouldn't call them best mates because they don't know everything about him, and from what he's heard Daniel knows that if a person is your so called 'best friend', then they should know everything, and there isn't a person in this whole damned place that he can trust tot tell his secret to. Maybe if Daniel really wanted to, he would, but he was just too scared of their reactions. Sure there were people around that were bisexual, and not scared to admit it, but Danny here is homosexula and he's terrified. It's just one of those things that's too hard for this boy to admit, and he hates it, havinf no one to talk to, no one to trust.
Now, Daniel was retracing his footseteps, like everyday, to the lawns. There he could relax almost as much as on the quidditch pitch, and it felt good. No one to stare at you, even if they didn't know what Daniel was hiding, most of them knew that he was hiding something. As Dan passed a group of gilrs, they all smiled and giggle, she smiled back at them, giving them false hopes to save his own skin, it wasn't a life that Daniel wanted to lead, but he had to becuase he was so afraid to lose everything that he has now. As he approached the tree which he so mush liked to sit next to, he noticed a blonde boy sitting next to it. Af rist Danny didn't know who it was, but then he remembered him as Lorenzo.
As he approached the boy a tad bit closer, he heard him speaking. Daniel wasn't sure if he had seen him, but it didn't seem like it, so Daniel was under the impressiont that the boy had no one to talk to. He was good looking, but Daniel paid no attention to that for a second, while walking towards. 'You know, talking to your self is the first sign of madness.' He smiled at the boy, 'Mind if I sit down?' He asked, with a smile playing around his lips.
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Post by lorenzo on Nov 8, 2009 4:51:02 GMT
He gazed upon the sky as he pondered on what to do now. He felt lost in the world as if he was alone and had no one to turn to. He didn't know what was happening or how to fix it or on that matter what he would do next. Should I really eat my veggies? He asked himself with random thoughts entering and leaving his train of thoughts. He didn't know what to do with his life. His ambition was either to be a professor or an Auror. Yet at the moment he didn't know what he wanted to do.
These were the only jobs that he had heard about since he arrived in Hogwarts and had not known about other jobs. For now he pondered as he closed his eyes softly as he rested his head on his hands. The sunlight still sinking into his skin as he took a deep breath of air and and undone his first three buttons of hit shirt. Although it was Autumn, the sun's radiant glow seem to shin harder than the other days previous. After he had undone his buttons he slowly lay back on the floor with his eyes closed and looking into the sky.
A sudden dark shadow covered the light which could be seen even with his eyes closed. That voice I know that voice. He said to himself as words started echoing into his mind. "Uh, how much did you hear of that?" Lorenzo said as he opened his eyes to take a glimpse of his face. Oh what a hotty! He thought to himself as he instantly smiled at him. " Well maybe I am insane." He said as he stuck his tongue out and crossed his eyes. He laughed slightly as h sat up still with his buttons undone to reveal his toned body that Lorenzo had rarely flashed as he was slightly shy. " Yeah come on ahead take a seat." He said with a smile not knowing what to say next. " So what are you doing here?" he asked slightly moving a tad bit closer to him.
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Post by daniel on Nov 14, 2009 13:22:46 GMT
Daniel smiled at the boys sort of embarrassed answer. 'I wasn's listening to your words, so to your luck I haven't found out any secrets or whatever.' Daniel grinned, and flopped down besides the boy. Daniel had to admt that he was very good looking, sort of one of those perfect blond hair, blue eyes type of boys. They usually seemed to get most attention, but Daniel only admired from afar, since he couldn't go about it any other way. 'Nah, I don't believe that you're insane, many people do that. But if you do it too often, then you really will look kinda mad.' Daniel said softly, quite aware that he was talking and not shutting up. He smiled at the boy, 'Sorry, I tend to ramble.' He said with a chuckle in his throat.
Daniel was aware of the boy moving closer to him, but said nothing. The smile and the light was still in his green eyes. 'Well, I was going insane in there, so I figured I'd take a walk.' He smiled, 'I guess it's more of a girl thing, but they a guy does what he has to do.' Dan grinned, again rambling. If he didn't stop soon, he'll embarrass himself to the next century. 'I'm Daniel, I don't think we've met before...' Danny said, trying to recall any times that he's spoken to this boy and remembered none. He had seen him around, sure but never said hi or anything. Not becuase Daniel was shy or anything, only because he hadn't had the chance. Even though he was gay, he liked having friends that were boys, and he seemed to be perfect for that position, since Daniel thought that they would get along quite well. 'What are you doind here then?' Danny asked the question that the boy had asked him before.
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