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Post by kaleb on Jan 4, 2010 14:22:27 GMT
Kaleb cocked his head to the side slightly, but he sort of got the metaphor. It was an odd one, to say the least, but it made sense. Well, if he’d got it right, she’d just sort of said that they had jumped the gun a bit, did she mean that she wanted to be his friend? That would be good, as he needed someone he could trust now, and Vicky could be the person! He could rely on her to help him out and such, and tell her what’s happening and ask her for advice and such! It would be nice, to have a good friend like that. He’d never had someone he could trust like that before! But then the old Kaleb wasn’t the nicest of people, so it didn’t surprise him in the slightest. Apart from the fact that he was not bad in bed he didn’t even understand why girls loved him, it made no sense to him at all! He didn’t quite get what Zane saw in him either, but all he knew was, that Zane must see the nice Kaleb, not the mean one!
Kaleb almost cried when he heard what she said, but he managed to keep his cool. He appreciated her honesty, he really did, it took a lot to admit something like that, he knew how difficult it was to tell someone something like that. It seemed like she did a lot more with Zane than he did though, and he couldn’t help but feel a little bit of jealousy. Although what she and Zane had, it was over! ”Sixth year? Huh, same age as me”
[/color] Kaleb remarked, clenching his fists so that he didn’t cry. He couldn’t believe he was Zane’s second pupil, he couldn’t believe it. But then why would she make it up? He couldn’t think of a reason, and so he knew it was the truth. ”You slept with him”[/color] It was a statement, not a question, he had pretty much guessed the answer. ”But it feels right, it feels real”[/color] Kaleb said, knowing that what he felt, it wasn’t a mistake, it wasn’t some joke, it was real, he was feeling it, he did know that he loved Zane, he did! ”No, you’re trying to help, but I do love him, I feel it”[/color] He said, his hand moving to cover his heart. He knew that he felt it, he knew that he didn’t get it wrong. He loved Zane, and that was one of the things that he was sure of. Although he didn’t take into account that a few weeks ago he was sure he was straight, and then he had kissed a man, so his ‘absolutely sure’ wasn’t so absolute. [/size][/blockquote][/center] Tagged [/color] TAG Lyrics [/font]Damned if I do ya -All Time Low Counted at285[/font] 457 Wearing clothes. You should know Ohh and so it comes out! Credited to Me.[/size][/right]
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Post by victoriabennett on Jan 4, 2010 15:16:02 GMT
walking down brick lane feeling bluewind blowing lightly and i picture you Victoria had pretty much made her mind up before Kaleb sat down on the bench, but what he had been saying to her, and her to him, had made her think about it more. If she did what she intended to do, then she could be the cause of a relationship to split, and Kaleb seemed to genuinely feel strongly for Zane. The only problem was, Vicky didn't know if she and Kaleb were the only ones who had fallen for him, or if there were other students in the castle who hadn't been as willing. Whatever she did, there would be a consequence she wouldn't be happy with. If she went ahead with her plan, she risked her friendship with Kaleb, as well as Kaleb's emotions. If she didn't go ahead with it, Zane would pick up another fresh sixth year when Kaleb moved on to his final year.
She simply nodded when he confirmed what she had told him without saying the specific words. Why she had done such a stupid thing she didn't know, but she'd done a lot of stupid things in the past, things that she'd regret for a long time. Vicky had to tell Kaleb what she was going to do, it was only right. That way, he could warn Zane if he wanted to, but what could Zane do about it? The only thing that would be much good would be to pack all of his stuff, and start coming up with excuses that would never work. She was ruining this man's life, he was only in his 20s and had so much more ahead of him. 'No Vicky he ruined his life. Don't blame yourself.'
"Kaleb, I can't just sit around and watch anymore. I have to tell someone about him." Victoria said to the broken boy beside her. She told herself that she was doing him a favour, that things would turn out better for him when it was all over. But who would she speak to? Hermione was too busy to listen to her, and there was no Head of Gryffindor. She generally avoided Professor Moore because he was the Head of Slytherin, which left only Professor Rowett. Yes, she'd listen. She had to listen. There were other Professors, but they didn't have as much influence.
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Post by kaleb on Jan 9, 2010 21:15:41 GMT
Silence. That was what followed her words. He couldn‘t speak, couldn’t think, couldn‘t move for a moment. It was like he‘d lost it, all control of his body. He was numb. He‘d been so happy a moment ago, as he‘d gained a friend, and realised how much he cared for a professor. And now, he felt somewhat empty, hollow, if you like. Would she really risk the friendship that had just started? Was she jealous that he was with Zane, that it wasn‘t about her anymore? Did she want to ruin it because she wasn‘t happy? No, he wouldn‘t let her, he loved Zane too much.
Kaleb stood up quickly and turned to Vicky, he was trying to look confident, but his eyes showed that he was almost begging, pleading with her not to do it. Zane would be with him no matter what, he was sure of it, but he couldn‘t let her ruin everything Zane had worked for because it would be his fault, his fault for spilling his guts to a one night stand. ”No.”
[/color] He said, loud and confident, but then he sat back down, his voice turning to pleading. ”Please, Vicky, he means everything to me, I love him, please don‘t take him away from me, I‘ll beg you if that‘s what you want! I‘ll do anything just don‘t tell them, please“[/color] Kaleb almost begged, he was ready to cry, as he didn‘t want to lose everything that he had at that moment. He couldn‘t bear it.[/size][/blockquote][/center] Tagged [/color] TAG Lyrics [/font]Damned if I do ya -All Time Low Counted at285[/font] 252 Wearing clothes. You should know Ohh and so it comes out! Credited to Me.[/size][/right]
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Post by victoriabennett on Jan 27, 2010 22:09:42 GMT
kaleb was ripping her in two. she didn't want to smash their friendship like a vase, and it was just as fragile. their being in rival houses didn't help at all, and though vicky rarely admitted it, she didn't want to be enemies with the slytherins. unfortunately, somethings you couldn't get what you wanted. he didn't want her to report zane, and she didn't want him to stop her. but her mind was made up. she had to do this, if not for her then for kaleb. whether his feelings for zane would last, she couldn't say for certain, but she doubted the professor would stick with him for long. and then he'd try and make kaleb feel guilty about it all, like he had done to her. made her feel that it had all been her fault, like he had had no choice in the matter at all.
"kaleb, i'm sorry. if it means you hate me for doing what i have to do, then so be it. i don't want to hurt you." she replied, her voice breaking off at the end. that happened to her a lot when she was nervous, or when her sentences were too long. victoria held back the tears that wanted to burst through and run down her face. she needed to go before he managed to change her mind, before she did cry. for once in her life, she wanted to do the right thing. she didn't know whether what she was to do would be the right thing, or who for, but she'd find out eventually. if things went terribly wrong, then she'd attempt to apologise to kaleb. she doubted it would do much good, but she'd be able to do no better.
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Post by kaleb on Jan 30, 2010 11:56:39 GMT
Kaleb’s world was crumbling around him. Maybe he was being dramatic, but he didn’t care, that’s what it felt like, and that was the only way he could describe what he was feeling. All his emotion was building around him, and the love and the support that he’d thought that he had secure was being torn away from him. He knew that she’d been hurt by Zane, but that was because she wasn’t the right person for him to be with, she wasn’t Zane’s one. Was he? He didn’t know, but he felt like it, and was willing to risk it, as just to have that little time with Zane, feeling the way he did when Zane kissed him, or held his hand or brushed against his skin. He couldn’t bear to lose that at the moment. Maybe when he was older, maybe when he was stronger he’d be able to live with the loss, but not now. He wasn’t strong enough.
Kaleb sighed. He couldn’t hate her for it, he’d be a little mad, but hate is a strong emotion, and she was so nice that hate was almost impossible. Although he did envy her for being with him before Kaleb, but not hate. ”I don‘t think I can hate you, you’re the first real friend that I‘ve had, the others, they are nothing. But it would upset me considerably, I couldn‘t stand losing him, he‘s such a big part of my life!”
[/color] He explained, hoping to convince her that it was better for her not to say anything. He hoped it would work, he didn’t want to lose Zane. ”You say you don’t want to hurt me, then don’t. Don’t say anything and then I would need to be hurt. Please, Vicky please I would do anything for you, if you wouldn’t tell.”[/color] He bargained, silently praying that this would work..[/size][/blockquote][/center] Tagged [/color] TAG Lyrics [/font]Damned if I do ya -All Time Low Counted at285[/font] 252 Wearing clothes. You should know Ohh and so it comes out! Credited to Me.[/size][/right]
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Post by victoriabennett on Feb 7, 2010 15:25:50 GMT
kaleb was making her feel extremely guilty, something she felt she deserved considering what she planned to do to him, regardless of whether she wanted to hurt him in the process or not. she couldn't let guilt get to her now, now of all times. she had to do this, and she couldn't let him dissuade her. looking at him pained her, the tears pouring down his cheeks, the desperation on his face, even the sound of his voice. she doubted he'd be saying the same things after she spoke to the muggle studies professor. something told her that he would hate her, that he wouldn't think of her as his only real friend.
"kaleb, i wish we could sit and talk about this but..." vicky began, knowing she needed to get away before he did things he wouldn't normally do. he was a wizard, and whether he wished to or not, wizards could do things when they were upset or angry that they had no control over or didn't mean to do. it wasn't just that that worried her, but he might have been able to change her mind. she couldnn't let him do that, she had to make this known. "... i've got to go. there are things i've got to do." she finished, standing up and starting to walk back towards the castle. oh how she wanted to turn back and tell kaleb it would all be ok, but she couldn't do that. victoria need to tell someone, and it had to be today.
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Post by kaleb on Feb 7, 2010 15:37:44 GMT
The resolute look on her face told him it was over. He wished that she hadn't made the decision, but you could see it in her eyes that she had already chosen, there was nothing he could do. kaleb didn't want to acknowlidge that this was the end, and he definately didn't want to think about it being his fault. After all, if he hadn't told her, then no one would have known a thing. But maybe out in the open it would be better! maybe Zane would stay with him, and if Zane didn't have his job, or if Kaleb got expelled, then they would be able to be together properly, like a normal couple! but he couldn't be the cause of Zane's job loss, Zane would hate him!
Kaleb heard her words and nodded, his tears still falling. His throat was hurting with the pain that he was feeling. He knew nothing he said would stop her, but he had to try! He wiped his tears and raised from the bench, following after her. "Please, he'll hate me. i couldn't live with that, please!"
[/color] He begged while he walked. He scowered his brain for something, anything that would make her stop. Nothing. The only thing he could do was just beg her not to, and then try and lie to the teacher she went to. "I'm nothing without him, Vicky! He is my whole heart."[/color] Kaleb insisted, hoping this would stop her.[/size][/blockquote][/center] Tagged [/color] TAG Lyrics [/font]Damned if I do ya -All Time Low Counted at244[/font] 252 Wearing clothes. You should know Ohh and so it comes out! Credited to Me.[/size][/right]
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Post by victoriabennett on Feb 8, 2010 8:08:37 GMT
he wasn't going to give up for as long as she refused to give in. she had to get away from him, he was starting to change her mind. 'vicky, you are tearing his life apart for merlin's sake. and who's going to listen to you anyway?' victoria shook the thoughts out of her head, somebody would listen. that was their job; to teach the students and keep them safe. nobody was safe with zane shames parading around the school, he'd claimed two victims that she knew of and he showed no signs of stopping. by the looks of things, it wasn't just the girls that were at risk. she had been pretty damn sure that kaleb was straighter than nearly all of the other boys at hogwarts, and zane had managed to turn him bisexual. maybe turn wasn't the right word, revealed maybe?
"kaleb, i'm sorry, but i'm going to do this. go and tell zane so he can get his defence ready." she said, quite colder than she had meant to say it. vicky was genuinely sorry for kaleb, but she didn't care if zane lost his job. she wanted him to lose his job. all she had to do was get to the fifth floor and find professor rowett. if she wasn't there, then she would simply have to go straight to the headmistress, which she didn't really want to do. sure, hermione was an approachable woman, but she had too much to do to worry about allegations against a member of her staff. rosalyn would have more time on her hands, or so she hoped. with a deep breath, victoria bennett carried on up to the castle, walking faster now, pushing open the main doors and going into the entrance hall.
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Post by kaleb on Feb 8, 2010 16:43:23 GMT
Kaleb saw a flicker in her face, for all of one minute at least! it meant that he was getting to her! Even if it was a little bit. deciding that pleading wasn't working, he would try making her guilty. "Yeah, sure, you know what? You go ahead, after all, what am I to you? Ruining my life isn't that big a deal"
[/color] He said icily, some of the old Kaleb reappearing for a second. Okay, so she was his friend, and it probably wasn't a friendly thing to do, being so mean and manipulative as this, but he stood to love the man he loved, and although he would have sworn a year ago that he'd never say two of those words, man and love, it was totaly true. There weren't many students around, and those who were paid no attention to Kaleb and Vicky, deciding to keep their thoughts on what they were doing. He was kind of greatful for that. The wind rippled the grass as they walked, and the castle loomed in front of them, like a huge ominous sign that everything was being brought out into the open, like they needed to face up to things. Kaleb's face drained as he heard her words. "No. If you're doing this, I'm going to be there, every second of it. I'll be there as a reminder of what you are doing."[/color] He said stubbornly, desperately grabbing at strings now, trying to do something to make her change her mind. Did she really think he was going to give up? Not a chance! Everything he loved was on the line, he wasn't going anywhere! He followed her like a lost puppy, clambering up the steps to the castle, as if he'd lost the ability, or maybe the will, to walk. Sliding through the doors before they closed behind Vicky, he picked up his pace, trying to match her speeds, trying to keep up. But that was hard to do, when every step forward was closer and closer to his secret being revealed! [/size][/blockquote] Tagged [/color] TAG Lyrics [/font]Damned if I do ya -All Time Low Counted at244[/font] 344 Wearing clothes. You should know Did you want him out of here?? xD because if you did I can work it into next reply or whatever ;) Credited to Me.[/size][/right]
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