Studying The Grounds {Open}

[ohmycheese]

Trevor mentally wanted to smack himself for two great reason. One, being he pretty much lost their little verbal battle. Which sucked, sure, but it wasn't the first time he had lost an argument. Sure, it was pointless and stupid, but he had still wanted to win and rub it in her face. Two, being that he had let the worst word of all slip out of his mouth at the worst time. He was so stupid, how was he letting this old bat have this effect on him.

Trev nodded quickly, "Yeah, yeah, umm.. global warming," he muttered, sounding slightly uneasy, still aware of his previous slip up. That's when he noticed that it was now actually snowing. Wow, he officially failed at life. Before he could step back, though, she was right in front of him, running a finger through his hair to knock the snow off.

He just stood there, staring at her with this glazed look in his eyes. Yes, he was thinking. And they were very bad thoughts, which he felt horrible for. This was a teacher, for god's sake! When her finger lightly brushed his cheek, he jolted out of his dirty thoughts and jumped back, "Whoa! H-ha.. see.. I told you.. th- that you would make a m-.. move on me, heh," he definitely sounded more uneasy then he had wanted to.

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She loved this so much, now he was muttering about somthing that just didn't fit the, hot as in weather discription, espcailly as it started snowing. That made her smile and she noticed as she let herself slip into her flirting mode that he began to stare into space when she brushed off the snow. Well atleast that meant he was definatly a boy.

"Move, no i call that brushing snow off your head....this is a move. She commented and then without warning closed the gap again between them and kissed him lightly on the side of the mouth, not on the lips, no that would be to much to soon for the little boy. She stepped back letting what she had jsut done sink into his mind.

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[ohmycheese]

Trevor took deep breaths, trying to calm him and his hormones down, while also trying to compose himself so he didn't look so helpless and.. boyish, in front of this woman. This was getting really annoying, but at the same time, he was actually liking this little.. game. Which was totally bad, and against his own personal code of conduct.

The next thing she did had him wanting to break down and start crying, right there, and screaming and throwing a fit. She was seriously just dangling the opportunity in front of his face, but he wouldn't let himself take it. It was wrong.. really wrong. And she was old... really old. Apparently, though, his actions weren't listening to him, and before he knew it, he had closed the gap between them, his hands entwining in her hair, pulling her head closer to him as he pressed his lips against hers. Oh, he was so bad.

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Now that wasn't what Cas had expected, he hadbeen surprised but she didn't think he would continue this litte thing they had going, but when he came to her and kissed her back, she jsut relaxed her stupid adult women mother thoughts, She brought her hand up around his back to his shoulder blades. Letting him know she wasn't going to let him cotnrol the situation she pressed harder letting her hieght help her on it. She had to admit he was good, very good and that surprised her.

At first she thought he'd end being a little boy who knew nothing about such things, well he had just porved her wrong. She could technically mark hi mas number two of the male students she had kissed, but maybe he would stay as a little pet for awhile.

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[ohmycheese]

Trevor had this feeling in the back of his mind that she would shove him away instantly, scream, and flee the scene. That seemed like the mature thing to do, right? Instead of kissing him right back, of all things. He really hadn't been expecting that. She did seem to know what she was doing, though, and since she was an adult, and a hot one at that, it shouldn't have come as a surprise.

His teenage hormonal boy thoughts seemed to take control of him then, all others shoved to the back of his mind. Obviously now, he wasn't thinking straight, and just letting his hormones take control of him. Bad idea. Sure, she was a bit taller than him, but it wasn't too big of a deal. He used his hands that were currently tangled in his hair, to pull her down closer to him so could deepen the kiss, not even feeling like pausing for air. He was a master at this, and had learned to breathe through his nose. His hands began traveling from her hair, onto her face, then down to her neck. He had thoughts of a total make out session enter his mind, but suddenly he jumped back, shoving her forcefully away, "Whoa!" he yelped, as if he had just realized what he had done. He stood there, staring at her with a dumbfounded expression.

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Cassandra wasn't expecting much but, he wasn't an unexperianced gu. Tha mad her even more willing, but when he pulled her closer, she felt a jolt jump up her spine, something she hadn't felt in awhile, he was actually planning on making out with her, that blew her mind away. When his hand started to explore that sent another jolt, but soon her fun ended as he broke away startled and well dumbfounded.

".....I..hmmm and you said that i was old" She said catching her breath. She then crossed her arms lookign at him with a slight smile."By the way you jsut kissed a twenty-nine year old going on thirty. She turned walking away from him slowly incase he changed his midn about stopping."I expect to see you in my office your still not off the hook... She looked over her shoulder with another sexy smile on her face.

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[ohmycheese]

Trevor took a deep breath, trying to clear his clogged head and annoyingly dirty thoughts that were crossing his mind. He kept himself quite, just staring. That is, until she mentioned her age. He knew she was older, but not that much older, "Oh my freaking sweet mother of Jesus!" he yelped. He wiped at his mouth helplessly, "I just got contaminated with old! All over my mouth! And hands! Oh god help me!" he screamed.

"You totally brain washed me! And I'm not going anywhere near your freaking office! Ick! Sick.. pedophile!" he yelped at her retreating back. No way was he going to chase after her. He didn't care how much experience she had. There was no way in hell he was doing that again with her, or anything more. She was ancient. Hell, she was around with the dinosaurs.

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Cassandra turend back and shrugged at his reaction, it actually jsut amused her."I am not old you little one. Don't start with the old thing again, its not becoming on you, i was beginning to enjoy dare i say the...sexy side of you much better." She examined him and decided waht she had said was true, defiantly sexy for his age.

"You are the one who started making out with me....if i recall..my brains a bit fuzzy from it, you took me by surprise.She paused and then thought about what he said."It technically is only pedphile if we ould have sex...... She was rambling but due to his latter reactions she knew that would take his head for a spin. He was so adorable even though now he was flipping out like a little baby.

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[ohmycheese]

Trevor couldn't help but let his extreme immaturity take over him once more. He gagged, bringing a hand up to his mouth as if he was about to be sick, "Uh god I sure hope this is some sick dream," he moaned, disgusted from the events. He had to admit, younger girls were so much.. easier. They didn't back talk him or argue, normally. They just let him do what he wanted.

He winced when she mentioned the 'sexy side' of him, "Ew ew ew.. gosh.. old lady.." he squeezed his eyes shut, "Creeper!" he yelped, beginning to flail his arms around, "The younger girls are much better than you! Go prey on a first year!" he retorted. Her last comment only made him begin to shake his head rapidly, clamping his hands over his ears "Ew! Visuals! Get the visuals out of my head!" he wailed.

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Cassandra then suddnely dropped her act and looked at him seriously"Listen to me for a secound, your a seventh year? Correct? Well then first off your almost just old enough for it not to be pedhfile, secound when you turn eighteen any younger girl you start doign thingings with...her, you could be arrested."

She paused breahing through her nose slowly."Another thing...i would have never let this happend,but you sorta took the gigantic step and caught me off guard.... Cassandra actually moved back looking at him, he was sorta dangerous in her own ideas of him.

"A First year? Are you dumb, i mean really that is a horrible retort, sick actually."

"I wasn't saying as if...that was going to happen, i wouldn't do that....thats..just wrong." Cassandra said actually feeling insulted and slightly hurt."Let me be honest with you, i want you to be careful because judging from your earlier reaction, you really don't think things through.....if you aren't vareful your going to have alot of heatrbroken girls who thought you loved them...and i don't want to see that or i will have to hurt you... Cassandra let the last part roll of her tongue."And lastly, if i reall really wanted to, say molest you in your terms, i would have done in a much smarter way. Sorry but your not my type for that... She turned walking slowly again, she didn't want him to get lost and be like molested by someone he couldn't fight back, because he wasn't good at saying no.

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[ohmycheese]

Oh crap, she's going into a freaking teacher-ish lecture or something.., Trevor thought to himself. He was going to get told, and he was just going to have to stand here and pretend he was listening. Really, though, he wasn't pretending, he actually was listening. Only because there was nothing better to do than listen to her rant. His arms crossed over his chest once more, seemingly bored and impatient as he tapped his foot on the ground, which had a thin layer of snow covering it now.

There really wasn't a good reason for why he acted the way he did. It wasn't like he had a horrible childhood or anything. He had a loving mother and father, and even a sister. He wasn't neglected or beaten or anything absurd. It was still a bit of a mystery on how he turned out to be such a womanizer and a heart breaker. Nothing in his past seemed to point him in that direction. It just, well, happened.

Trevor couldn't help but ponder her wise words. It was a bit too late to warn him of some of those things, though. He had already had girls that seemed to 'fall in love' with him, and he easily used them and disposed of them as if it was nothing, as if he had no heart. He didn't care when they cried their eyes out, and all his ex-girlfriends (though he couldn't actually call them girlfriends, really) ganged up together and tried to get back at him and his hurtful ways. It didn't effect him on the outside, but on the inside, he couldn't help but feel just a tiny bit guilty. Sure, he had no idea what it felt like to be put through what he put those girls through, but it was still a little unnerving.

Trev blew a strand of hair from his eyes as if he was bored with her entire rant, and hadn't listened to a thing she said, "Huh, what? Were you speaking?" he replied rudely after she had begun walking away again, "Because all I heard was this persistent buzzing in my ears.. yeah.. like a bee.. buzz," he finished lamely. He had pretty much run out of any good retorts toward this older woman.

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Cassandra didn't expect the bot to listen but even though he looked uninterested she knew he was listening to his words. Sheh ad to get trhough to him that he really wasn't setting himself very high, course she really could care less in most respects but that just how it went.

"Buzzing, okay then bee boy....come on lets get out of here. Cassandra replied her face brightening again."Whatever girl really does love you....your not even going to see it coming." Cassandra commented going back to her rambling."All that just happend aside, for a old lady, i am not bad am I?" Cassnadra asked then wondering whath is truthful opnion was."And don't lie, because you'd just be covering up the fact you were going to make out with me." She put in not letting him off the hook.

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[ohmycheese]

Trevor couldn't help but roll his eyes yet again. He had been doing a lot of that lately, but he couldn't help himself, "I don't know how in the hell you can get lost out here. You're a teacher, shouldn't you know your way around?" he asked in a bored tone, pretending to examine his fingernails in a girly fashion.

He sighed in defeat. This argument was beginning to annoy him. He waved his hands dismissively, "You know, teenage girls are so stupid," he began simply, "They are so fickle that it's sickening," his voice was no longer as laid back and teasingly immature as before. He was serious now, "They always think they're in love when they're not. They have no idea what love is, yet they think they do," he continued, beginning his own rant, "I mean, one second they say they're in love with this guy, they break up, she cries for a day, then she moves on and is instantly in love with someone else! It sickens me at how dumb they are sometimes!" he exploded, pacing back and forth, his black cloak lightly brushing the snow upon the ground.

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So there was more to this boy then she gave him credit, he looked more like he had been hurt more then once by a girl, and that made her feel bad for bringing it up but now she understood him."Trevor..Love, let me put it this way the girl who loves you for real, i mean the real thing, wont jsut go on to the next guy, no she will be dead to the worl without you, she wont be able to so much has look at another guy when your around. She may have her slip ups somedays but then she will come bawling to you and tell you the truth and ask for forgiveness. Thats love, putting yourself down and helping the other person up. Nothign more nothing less, just blunt honesty and kindness." She breathed out slowly

"I use to think i was in lvoe with someone, and i was, but sometimes you got to let go. I ...gave my all to him because i cared so much, but he changed his mind." Cassandra laid her hand on Trevor's shoulder gently."Open your heart, and your eyes, because if you miss that girl that really does love you, you'll regret it for the rest of your life. It will eat at you...like it does me." Cassandra's hand dropped and she turned away hugging herself, she felt a few loose tears trickle down her face as she looked away from the boy. He had brought up some unwanted memories.

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[ohmycheese]

Trevor kept silent as the woman began explaining love to him, of all things. She seemed so honest and kind about it, like she was actually trying to make him see it from her point of view or something, so that he could understand what the heck love really was. He didn't even mind the comforting hand on his shoulder as she explained this, and just stared back at her, feeling a bit strange due to the whole conversation.

He felt, dare he think it, bad for having brought up this entire subject, because it definitely seemed to have an effect on her, especially when she turned away and began hugging herself. He wasn't very good at comforting people that he didn't know, especially teachers, so he just stood there awkwardly before speaking, "Well, erm, I'm.. sorry to hear that," he mumbled, glancing down toward the ground, suddenly interested in his shoes.

"The thing is, I haven't seen anyone act that way. That's why I can't believe in love, really," he explained quietly, staring at his shoes. He felt so vulnerable at that moment, like a little kid. He hadn't really said any of these things to anyone. But didn't his parents love each other? Well, probably.. but he never really examined their relationship. They worked a lot, anyway.