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Post by kaleb on Nov 2, 2009 21:28:33 GMT
Kaleb was shocked as he felt her take hold of his face. He listened to her words, a look of shock still on his face. What she said, it was true, there were some that would stick with him, but the thing was, he had made more enemies than friends whilst at Hogwarts! From the teachers like Zane who hated him, to Chris Weasley, to all the girls that he had sex with then left in the dust. "I have no good friends that I trust would stick with me to the end. I can't trust people enough to get close to them" He admitted.
Kaleb was shocked, and tried to think of some retort. He walked up behind her, twirled her around, placed his hands on either side of her face and planted a kiss on her lips. "I'm cold hearted, I find it hard to get attatched to people, and I am mean because it's what I'm good at. I can kiss you with no guilt what so ever. I don't care if your with someone, I don't care if someone will hate me because of it. I deserve to be in Slytherin because I don't care about anything!" He explained when he broke apart from her. [/blockquote]
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Post by hufflepuff on Nov 2, 2009 21:34:53 GMT
Sahara knew what was coming as soon as he touched her, as he kissed her, her mind split, and she finally understood half of his reasoning, when he broke from her, she smled slighy, she let her hand rise to the side of his face and she whispered.
"You care enough, your trying to get me to hate you, because you refuse to get close, because you don't want to end up truely hurting them. she kissed the side of his mouth and turned. "And now...you do havea friend." She looked up at the sky, the sun was out, and now a beam cut through the leaves and a bright beam shone on her, she turned, and looked at him, her hair lit up likea halo.
"...I don't hate you..' She said softly.
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Post by kaleb on Nov 2, 2009 21:51:35 GMT
Kaleb was shocked at her reaction, as it was the opposite of what he had inetnded! He had expected her to run away screaming, then he would be left alone with his cold heart. But that's not what happened, and Kale was, in a way, glad that she didn't leave him. He felt her lips on the side of his and raised his had to touch the spot. "You, but, what? I guess so, but how..ah I give up! Girls are so damn confusing" He said with a laugh. He didn't know why she reacted like she did, but he was glad! "So, uhh, you're my friend? Seriously? You really dont hate me? Because I wouldn't blame you, I'm an ass!" He asked hoping that the answer was a yes. He wanted someone he could joke with, and confide in, and someone that he could protect too! [/blockquote]
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Post by hufflepuff on Nov 2, 2009 22:00:29 GMT
Sahara let out a honest laugh as the light faded from her face and hair. "Yea a big ass, mhmm you sure are." She smiled rolling her eyes and threw her hands up in mock disgust.
"Yes we are confusing, but from the looks of it i did the complete oppsiste of what you wanted. She laughed more, looking at him with bright eyes, he definatly wasn't Slytherin. That made her happy and she definatly was glad she had taken a step into the forest today, perhaps doing bad things lead to good. She really needed to act out a little bit more often."But don't expect, me to kiss you again." Her face became serious, then she bursted out laughing again.
So her day turned from gloomy, to sunny, in one giant swoop and she had a Slytherin to thank for it, what a wonderfully odd day.
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Post by kaleb on Nov 3, 2009 12:13:02 GMT
kaleb's face dropped as he called her an ass, but then he smiled when he realized she was joking. He walked next to her and nudged her playfully. "Yeah, a big nice ass I've been told!" He said, giving a cheeky wink before bursting out laughing. He was laughing because he was with one girl, who he for once didn't want to jump into bed with. He didn't know weather it was because every girl he jumped into bed with, well, most of them hated him after! Or weather it was something else. But whatever it was, he swore right then that he would do nothing to hurt her. He laughed again when she mentioned kissing. "No, please don't, I nearly had a panic attack last time it happened!" He said jokingly. He hadn/'t expected it, that was for sure!
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Post by hufflepuff on Nov 3, 2009 12:19:19 GMT
"Maybe thats a good thing, i hear a kiss that means somthing is the one you don't expect...." Sahara looked at him smiling."I am gonna drive you insane.."
She did a semi cirle pivot on her left foot, and looked at him over her shoulder."We should get back, before a teacher finds us..i don't want to get in trouble..." she walked slowly waiting for him to follow, he was growing on her, he was a honestly good guy, just he was buried under all that Slytherin, perhaps its not the people thats bad in the house they are put in, its the curse, theres a curse on Slytherin that convinces people they have to be bad. Well Sahara was going to break htat curse if that was the last thing she did in her life, she had to find people to help her. Maybe Kaleb would, but she wouldn't ask him, sheh had to find a girl, inside of Slytherin to help her with this.
"Sooo, how many girls has it been any way?" Sahara asked, this question had actually been bothering her for a time.
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Post by kaleb on Nov 3, 2009 16:14:18 GMT
Kaleb shook his head and laughed. This girl was going to drive him crazy, he could see it! "Yeah, I guess so, it's a kiss I won't forget, that's for sure! And I don't doubt that they'll be carting me off after awhile as your friend!" He said with another smile, and a small laugh. All he could do around her was smile! Maybe she had an infectious personality that could get around all of Kale's barriers. When She said her next sentance, Kale laughed again. "Well, miss, I suppose we should, but we wont get caught, and If we do, I'll talk us out of it, no worries!" He said with a smirk. And if he couldn't talk them both out of trouble, he would own up and say that he coaxed her into the forest, that it was his fault, and that she shouldn't be punished for it. If he hadn't came along, she probably would have left the forest ages ago, so he wouldn't let her get into trouble because of him.
When Kale heard her next question he stopped in his tracks. He really didn't want to tell her this! With any guy, he would be boastful, but this was Sahara, and he felt ashamed of the number he had hurt, and he didn't want to tell her, as he didn't want her to hate him for it. He placed his hands in his pockets and looked down at her feet. "Trust me, you don't want to know" He mumbled, biting his lip as he spoke. [/blockquote]
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Post by hufflepuff on Nov 3, 2009 21:34:57 GMT
Silence fell for a few minutes as Sahara thought about his answer, she kicked some leaves, turned and began walking backwards.
"Alright i'll guess.....how about.....five? She said thoughtfully. She wouldn't hate him, she had som dark secrets of her own, sure she was a bowl of sunshine, but she wasn't a pure angel, far from it, she had lost that part of her a year ago."I'll tell you a secret, i have had." She paused and countied on her fingers, she lifted her left hand showing three fingers."Three guys, who....got a bit more then they should have..."
She sighed softly looking at him with a slight twitch of her mouth, wondering if she had guess his number right.
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Post by kaleb on Nov 6, 2009 20:26:34 GMT
Kaleb sighed when she guessed. He knew that she wouldn't give up. The truth was that he was a little ashamed of the answer he had. It wasn't low, no it was the opposite! But he couldn't exactly specify how much."Uh, that's a little low, to be honest" He said with a little laugh. Well it was extreemly low in fact compared to the rough Idea that he had.
"Uh, it's complicated, but I'll tell you the truth, I guess" He sighed, knowing that she'd find out eventually. He looked at his feet as he spoke. "I can't tell you a number, because, well, I don't exactly know. There were a few while I was drunk at some parties in the holidays. I don't even remember exactly how many." He said with another sigh. When she mentioned how many guys she had been with, he stopped and tensed up, then he got angry at the dudes. He didn't understand at first, but he realized that he hated the thought of her with men, he was portective over her already, just like a big brother! "Who?" He said simply, swallowing the lump in his throat. [/blockquote]
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Post by hufflepuff on Nov 6, 2009 20:37:18 GMT
"Retract the fangs Kale, you wouldn't know them." Sahara said in a more stern tone ov voice. then she smiled again when he began to tell her the truth about the girl thing. "its okay i see you no different because of whats happend, i might have if i hadn't discovered your real self."
Sahara continued to walk, the forest was thinning out, proving they were finally getting back to the giant sign."Belive it or not i use to be quite a...slut...if thats a blunt enough word. Sahara said softly looking over her shoulder with dark eyes."However i am still a virgin, those boys, didn't nessasarily have to take that from me." Her eyes dropped as if ashamed, sad, disturbed. She quieted for a moment letting the leaves cursh under her feet.
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Post by kaleb on Nov 6, 2009 21:14:47 GMT
Kaleb remained angry. It was probably a good thing he didn't know them, cause right now he felt like ripping them limb from limb. "yeah, more the better for them" He said angrily, clenching his fists. His mood improved when she said her view of him hadn't changed. "Well, I'm glad, alot of women would run because of my ways" He said with a small smile. He was going to say 'past' But that wasn't true! He was still very much the man whore now!
He laughed a little when she said Slut, although he felt like cursing. But when he heard the last sentance he relaxed. "I can't imagine you as a slut, but I'm glad that you kept that. Don't let an ass like me take that, whatever you do." He said, warning her of his kind, and himself. He didn't want to sleep with her, for once, but he wondered if that was because he didn't want to hurt her like he did the others. Or was it was because he felt like a brother to her? [/blockquote]
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Post by hufflepuff on Nov 6, 2009 23:28:49 GMT
"There you go again beginng all negative and calling yourself names..." Sahara commented shaking her head. Then she turned and walked backwards watching him."I have always ben curios about it though....maybe thats just bieng a teenage girl. She had always wondered about it, she had been so close to making that mistake that it was scary. Somedays she thought about what could have happend and then she would wave it off.
She was beginng to wonder if she trusted Kaleb with somthing like that, she thought she might, because she saw him for his reall self, and that was a person she trusted, but she wouldn't word that, didn't want to make the moment ackward, although it wasn't like it wasn't already.
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Post by kaleb on Nov 8, 2009 17:59:20 GMT
Kaleb shook his head and smirked. "Well, I've been called alot of things, and not all of them are negative!" He said with a smile. So what if most of them were, there were the odd comments which were postitive! But then they were mostly sexual, and he didn't want to go into that. When she mentioned the next thing, Kale tensed up a little. Now, normal Kale would be trying to convince her that he would be a brilliant first time. But it was Sahara, and it just felt wrong to do that!
"Well, don't be to eager. It's not that great" He said casually, though that was a lie. He didn't want her making a huge mistake, though, so he would lie all he could. He watched her with curiosity, wondering how she was able to see the real him. He wondered why he felt so close to her already. It facinated him! [/blockquote]
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Post by hufflepuff on Nov 9, 2009 20:41:08 GMT
Sahara held in a smirk at the positive comments, that was god in bad, due to the fact most of them were probably quote odd comments that she rather not hear. She sighed as they stepped onto the lawn on the other side of the sign. "I am not eager...but if i would, it be someone i trust."
She turned then finding no reason to walk any farther."like i am beginning to trust you... She smiled running her fingers through her thick brown hair, she wondered sometimes how she managed to make friends so easily and then go and lose them minutes later. It was a odd process of love and hate war.
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Post by kaleb on Nov 14, 2009 12:45:39 GMT
Kaleb sighed with relief as she said she was not eager. But as he heard her next statement, he stopped in his tracks. A look of shock crossed his face. He would not let himelf be that guy, he couldn't let himself, he'd only hurt her, and he couldn't bear that. He couldn't live with himself. And what if something went wrong, what if she got pregnant, then that would screw up her life, and then he'd feel even worse. "NO! Don't trust me, never trust me! That's where they go wrong, they trust me to stay the same, be the nice guy always, but I'm not! Then I break their hearts and they get hurt! I can't let that happen!" He said feircly, deciding that he would never hurt her.
It's what always happened. He'd be the nice guy, they'd trust him to stay that way. After all, what nice guy can hurt someone? Then when he's got what he wanted, he's the mean one again, ignoring them in the corridors, forgetting their name. As if nothing ever happened. "Look, the thing about me is, that I'm never who people think I am. I can be whoever I need to be to gain their trust. Thats how I've been with so many, because they trust me. Then I hurt them. And the worst thing is, I know that I hurt them. Even worse than that, I do it anyay." He explained, a distressed look on his face. [/blockquote]
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